Author Topic: Depressed Yet Blessed (Read 178 times)

Tanjential · « **on:** August 28, 2001, 11:02:08 AM »

Yo,you know how lately i've been talking about how i feel battling is beneath me(no offense to anybody,but when a MC gets to a certain point you have to grow as a lyricist,just my time,yours will come to if you stick to it,battling is the training ground,ya know?) because i already did that(not much with keystyles though) and felt like moving on to other deeper shit,well i've done it alot and showed peeps and gotta good reaction but i'm usually paranoid to post my whole songs on a forum but i'm trusting you guys...tell me whatchall think

Artist-Tanjint
Song-Depressed Yet Blessed
Album-Going Off On Tanjints(yet to be released)

Inside us all there's good,but there's even more evil/
Positivity less than feeble/that's the truth about people/
because life's still a female dog,no matter how you perceive it/
People still killing,lying,cheating/thieving/deceiving/illegitimate conceivings/
we've been/ through so much as a species yet we're still primitive/
i've liked to think our potential as a people is unlimited/
but all i feel is incessant depression/
and it shows throughout my expressions/on the pen my fist clenching/
the worlds becoming heartless/
darkness/
through every pore of my body/
everything contributes to existential rotting/
Hate ,violence, i'm getting real angry/
i've come to maim thee/and none can contain me/
what will you do?probably malign as well/
because unless you have a love life at all times is hell/
what do you believe in heaven or hell?/
i don't know,i think hell's where we already dwell/
for some but others have significant others that make life worth struggling/
i remember having that life wasn't such a rough thing/
but love ones struck me/undercut me/
triggered a distortion of brain chemicals/
bi-polar depression near insane general/
-ly/now hurting over Her everyday is predictable/
makes me feel like my existence in life is despicable/
If i had Her love back,life would be euphoria/
what so many speak of,emotional utopia/
She once gave me heaven/
but i think i messed up Her life's progression/
In other words i guess i slowed-her-down/
it's o-ver-now/what in life do i go-for-now?/
Her! I long for Her,desire Her,aimlessly/
Since Her,life hasn't been the same to me/
If she wasn't still in my life i probably would have committed suicide before my 14th birthday/
but if i never knew Her at all i wouldn't want to kill myself in he first place/
Yet I'm thankful that i got the chance to really know Her/
all my love i still want to show Her/
but She won't take it,like i'm not good-en-ough/
all the things i did that i should-n't-have/
done to me and done to Her/
now i'm not that one to Her/
If She took me back,simply put I'd be ha-ppy-a-gain/
but i've got to be content with the fact that i can-be-Her-friend/
Bottomline,I want Her,Can't have Her,So I'm depressed/
but due to to the fact I've known Her I know I've been blessed/

hit it up with your thoughts.peace-Tanjint

bez · « **Reply #1 on:** August 28, 2001, 03:46:56 PM »

Very nice shit my brother. U must of used yer dictionary for that 1 kid. well done. head over to the anything go's board to check out my song for Aaliyah.

Peace

Tight shit mate