Realer than real!

[bez]

I'm a casualty of how living can be full of unexpectancy,
Asking for someone to rescue me before I leave indefinetly,
I definetly want to be remembered dont wanna be forgotton,
All my life I've defended something that didnt deserve nottin,
Constant proppin my own self for more wealth and more riches,
I'm rich less cos now my health sits on nervous aches and twitches,
Wish I could switch this life around and start all over,
I'd get a grip around the throat of life and squeeze until I choke ya,
Cos its been a joker and treated me with nothing but fakeness,
Its pitied me and hurt me and I'm really starting to hate this,
My awakeness has been blindsided by my elusive dreams,
Brainwashed by the abusive world of good cars, cologne and evisu jeans,
Gold stitched seams but really are they needed?
I got greedy instead of realising theres mouths to be feeded,
They need it the money and the food for survival,
But I just gotta dress the best to downdress my rival,
Aint even suicidal but the way the world works is sick,
We think cos we can impress chicks with money we're slick,
Acting like dicks when really each one of us is pussy,
Aint we all human beings? why we all desperate to live in such a hurry?
Each of us got a Mommy but howcome we disrespect our family,
I'm only 19 but my next step is to find the man in me,
To elude this tradegty before it escerlates unto something unstoppable,
Before this life detteriates into an biblical obstical,
Its horrible to say we're bothered but dont really care,
If someones gettin hit we just stand there and stare,
Its rare that somebody will jump in and risk an attack,
I hate that, the fact that hardly anybody ever fights back,
Scared of slaps and worried about the harm we face,
Well theres harm everyday in this motherfucking place,
Disgrace to ourselves we are, you aint gunna be helped if you kneel,
You gotta learn to go far for yourself, thats real!

[bez]

upping