Alone ALL Alone by Bez

[bez]

Sit for 45 mins, lonely on a bus ride,
Just tryna survive this tired wild life,
But just when it seems I'm gettin sum where,
People put me down as if I'm without a care,
I cant express to you how much shit eats my insides,
When bus companies are threatanin me with one thousand pound fines,
For bus pass fraud, travelin with an 02 year,
Gettin on the bus each time shakin with fear,
In case I'm found out and my pass is taken,
I paid money last year so this year I aint payin,
Coming home from college parents saying what this,
Holdin the letter in my face, right hand in a fist,
Shoutin and screamin all up in my face, dam I'm pissed,
My mother and father, 2 new names been added to my shit list,
Goin to college for them, to try and prove myself,
So I can get a good job and roll in my wealth,
But stuffs going bad, they dont realise,
Under this discuise theres a kid that cry's,
Theres a boy that lost, stuck, trapped, in need of support,
I'm sick of life, sick of college, sick of the thought,
Thats its all a waste, I'm gettin no where fast,
Like my lifes a wreak, like a car had crashed,
I just need a boost, need yet again to feel loved,
They called me the smart one of the family, or so I was dubbed,
Its all on me, hugh weight on my shoulders,
But I'm failing slowly, like Iraqie soilders,
Cant seem to find a place where I can relax from time to time,
My minds going crazy, I dunno if its even mine,
Cos I feel insane, shits hurtin my brain,
God bless 9/11 but sometimes I wish I was on a plane,
Dam, Lifes a tragety!

[bez]

uppin

[Primo]

Bez we know it is by you.......deep ish

[Reef]

wored.. deep homie