When caskets close my eyes open to face a world of one less/
Is this a tests..or is reality a bitch to face followed by death/
Is my breath short or is words hard to find to explain this mess/
Lost many friends and family who were innocent, so why am i still left/
Did god bless my image as a survivor in this game, i'm soon to find out/
My life took wrong paths, put me deep in ditches, but luckily i climbed out/
I rose from depths wit' street wisdom, lucky to still be livin'/
Through struggle,drug dealin'-n-death encounters, a 2nd chance to me was givin'/
God gave me the strength to have a normal way of livin'/
Put out inner fire as i asked god to extinguish all my sinnin'/
He let me fit in a normal 23 yr old image, still to this day beg for his forgiveness/
Tell him to cleanse my soul, erase all of my fuckin' opinions/
Help me to rise-n-face life in the eyes to defeat all the worlds dominions/
 I Reminise On Past Years, Friends Turned Foes
And Tears Still Drop From My Eyes As Their Caskets Close
Emotions Are Froze, Debatin' On How These Tears Flow
Should I Be Happy Or Sad, Who Knows Where They Gonna Go
Either Heaven Or Hell....My Thoughts Begin To Excell
Pray For Help, Lord How Should I Feel Now That They Fell
Will You Cast A Spell On My Heart, Makin Thoughts Clearer
Or Will It Be A Sign For Me That My Death Is Drawlin' Nearer
Now I Stand & Watch, As These Caskets Lay Into Earth
Shit Deeply Hurts, I've Known Half Of These People Since Birth
So Lord, Why Does Death Take The Best Of All Men
And Why Is It In The End It's Relationships That Get Bent
They Say Hate Depends,....But The Eyes In My Pen...
Can Visualize Love, See The Whole World As Best Friends
Notice What My Ink Lends, I Return To Emotionally Froze
Now I Stand Alone, Realizin' Why My Eyes Cry When Caskets Close!

~R.I.P~
Larry Graham (Grandfather, suicide) 1926-1959
Bobbie Price (Uncle, suicide) 1957-1986
Jeremy Price (Cousin, murdered) 1982-2001
Rachael Price (Aunt, raped-n-murdered) 1963-1999
Andre Patterson (Friend, overdose) 1984-2001
Carmine Leuro (Friend, overdose) 1983-2001
Brett Thompson (Friend, suicide) 1981-1999
Jason Smith (Friend, overdose) 1985-2002
Tommy Delose (Friend, overdose) 1984-2002
Michelle Wagner (Friend, died from cancer) 1982-2001
Greg Mitchell (Friend, overdose) 1985-2002
Roger Dawls (Best Friend, Murdered) 1983-2000
Vaughn Starch (Friend, Suicide) 1981-2002
Patrick Kirkland (Friend, Hit By Drunk Driver) 1985-2002
Jermaine Kingston ~JC~ (Friend/MC, Murdered) ?-2002 + Forever Remembered..True Legacy!
Joey Delmarco (Friend, Murdered) 1980-2002
...And Many More....
**May God Bless Them And Watch Over Their Souls**

Damn, you lost alot of people Impressive piece dawg, keep spittin