This is just all the shit I write then mybe put into a song but I am just posting this all up cos I feel like.

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I got the heart of a man cos thats how this shit was written,
I'll always be around always forever chillen,
You break up my shit just be sure to send the bill in,
So I can get my money thats feels so fufillin,

Crime on the streets we cannot escape it,
For all we know on the train your sittin by a rapist,
But what can we in this sticky situation,
When your not allowed to carry a gun for protection,
Cos these days prison just aint what they used to be,
People commit murder to get a hot meal free,
Well I say try and stop crime indefintly,
And bring back the one and only death penalty,
Cos I'll be laughin when your hangin,
In tears when you get shocked,
Heres a blindfold, just listen for the first shot,
And fire at will, at this no good solider,
No more excuse cos this shit is over,
But instead I'll tighten the noose,
Make sure its not loose,
Let off a few rounds to prove you aint bulletproof,
Then watch you swing and watch you sway away,
No longer will you see the fuckin light of day,
I'll have you drawn and quatred, murdered and slaughted,
Hannibal Lector will eat your flesh cos he was informed and bought it,
I'm sorry I've been ordered to let you know what its all about,
Looks like to me your down for the count,
You out,

My name is Bez
And I will confess,
I've commited murders,
By the hundreds,
And the thousands,
But its just like that,
Some come join in with,
This gangsta rap,

I wake up every morning,
Make my bed when I'm still yawnin,

(Chorus)Dont dare sit there and call me a hero,
I did it to save the talk from people,
Why didnt you grab her instead of letting her go,
I'll give my life before any person I know,

(Chorus) Looking for my soul, seachin for my spirit,
Tryin to uncover what lye's beneth it,
Just tryin to make it, be the best I can,
But I'm getting no where, cause I don't know who I am,



I'm not gunna complain about my life again, I seen so many people who have lived in pain, Strugglin, tryin to dig there way out the hole, They cant do it without help but do they get it no, I'm not prepared to tell you about my past or present cos the truth is my friend I'd rather forget it, I'm looking directly ahead startin toward the light, that holds my name in a frame and it shining bright, Cos I know I'll make it I got the heart, It wasen't purchased its been in me from the start, Pumpin, one hundred percent talent around my body, after writin for 3 years its become more than a hobby, Its life to me, Just make sure you remember the name, Cos I wont stop until I reach my fame, til the tunnel that seemed endless finally ends, I'm gunna test the nerves of my so called friends, Cos I feel all alone, the support aint to be seen, I'm not gunna make it being mean I'm gunna make it being me,  Aint no thug, warrior, hardman, G, I'm the future of the world and the industry, and at the age of 17 belive me I'm just started, You aint heard the last of the kid who really wants it, me!  

(chorus) I open up my arms, but no hug I get,
Still liven on my own, Life full of regret,
Got some many questions that remain unsolved,
Look at how much I've come up and how I've evolved,
My history is a mystery, blind to the eye,
You gotta get inside me to realise oh why,
I act in this way, wonder if I sent from the devil,
No I was brought up to act like a rebel,
Rebellion!

(Chorus) Theres a crack in my tombstone,
I'm returin home, Resurectin cos I'm sick of being all alone,
Buried 6 feet under leftin rottin in my coffin,
I'm no longer prepared to be referred to as forgotton,
Cos heaven couldent hold me, hell shut its gates,
Why was the man brought back that everyone hates,
Maybe I've been chosen to change the complexion of time,
Teach children to stay clear of the life of crime,
I'm gunna do my best, you wont see no hesitation,
So come and be a whitness of my resurection,
I'm back,

Tired Of Not Knowin Where I'm Going, I've Got Talent What I'll Continue Showin, But Still Waitin Scared Anticipation, Takin My life in a different direction



I still have many deserts to walk until I reach my oasis of dreams
But I shall cross them deserts until my dreams become reality,

(Chorus) All my life I remained faithful and honest,
I delivered to every person every gift I promised,
I swam the sea's, crossed the deserts, ran through the forrests,
Memories come back and then it dawns upon us,
You are you, you are you, only you, just be you, you are you!

25 Mil & Raisin

Every Breath Is A Step Closer 2 Death

(Chorus) I'm guna be honest, I dont think I'm blessed,
Gettin now where in life its like playin myself at chess,
I'm gunna be the best, but can't seem to find success,
I guess every breath is a step closer 2 death,


6th Sense

(Hook) Cold breath in the air makes me scared,
Wondering whos voice that was that I just heard,
Am I alive or dead cos I'm being reffered to in past tense,
I'm lost searchin for my 6th sense,

Wakin up from my sleep,
Hearin footstep silently creep,
Chair rockin slowly,
Feelin scared and lonely,
Lookin for an answer,
But the questions cant be found,
So I'm a take a chance,
And searh for Ghosts around,
I can't understand it,