*What do i want?*

Sometimes, i just dont know what i want outta my on going youth//
I've lost all excitement, like an infant and the fairy, when he hasnt lost a tooth//
I tell you whats bin said, and you deny my words, wont accept the truth//
What do i want? what is needed, ive bin there my whole life, always suceeded//
But this time, im stuck for words, i've lost all enthusiasm, i need entertainment//
I want my youth life back, a little fun, intimacy, and friendly engagements//

*Problems*

Dnt get no support, just a friendly pat on the back//
"Im always there" but you turn around, head low, n then shuts ya trap//
Wish you never said what you said, ya bluffs i discovered, gathered em n read//
That the only answers ima get, is withing myself, this forsaken head//
But they not what i wanna hear, like bad music//
Use it, or Lose it, im fed up with doing shit for the sake of doing it//
Firstly, do i want Karate? or a night off, with friends n ma girlfriend in a Party?//
Party sounds better, but karate my whole life//
Well it all changes thru time, like marriges and wifes//
I dont intend on quitting, just dont expect a full clutched lesson// (1)
Fucking personal problems, my inner fears n goblins, givin me so much depression//
Secondly the situation between ma mum n ma dad//
Being caught in the middle, for 6months, aint the best time i've had//
But im not be sad, but fuckin explain my traumatisation//
Then people who think im a liar, spitting false accusations//
Dont believe me mate, see if i give a fuck//
Only a few weeks ago, you were crusin' for a brusin' tryin ya luck//
Wanna ruck, dont say a word outta line bout me n my life//
Coz id still fucking penetrate ya brain, with a plastic nife//
But i've gainsd a girl now, bin single for a 7 days//
She an angel from our heaven, special in so many ways//
Friends i've met, and made aquantancies//
Sorry girls, im with a special girl to me, no more vacancies//

*1 problem sorted*

Now im not single, i got a girl when trying ta mingle, thats just history//
Now i gotta girl who i love, and adors me, loving the thought of her standing next to me//
I didnt want people knowing, only for a suprise//
But i dont want you thinking im ashamed of them knowing, i aint, so fuck with the lies//
I love you, your fit, and so fine, ima glad you said "yes" and our love becoming entwined//
Because i told people, who will probably stir//
I wanted to let them now coz they gone find out anyways, n run n tell her//
Yea my "ex" she dont know, but soon as morning breaks, her house he'll go//
"jodie, jodie, guess what ive heard??" "what?" said jodie//
Dougs got a new bird.... "oh my god, is he lying"//
No and i aint hiding the truth, so no point wyning//
Tryna prove me wrong, well wont suceed, stop trying//
Ima return without my heart in my lap//
Why, coz im in love, and im enjoying my life, why dont you join me? btw i love you nats// (2)

^^ Hopefully ya'll get that all.. lol just all ma probs!

Explanations:

(1) = Full Clutched Lesson, meaning i wont go full pace, at full throttle at the moment with Karate!
(2) = Natalie my girlfriend, just started going out! She's fit!

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Ayo thnx for all the feedback ppl, most appreciated, its just aloada stuff going on at the moment, and i thought i would express it witch'ya'll..

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