Last few months I've been hurt, really startin to feel scared//
Beaten my head with my fists tryin to injure the voice I heard//
Whole life's become blurred, having suicidal visions//
Parents have neglected me, I'm standin on ma own two feet makin my own decisions//
But its hard being responsible, I'm really startin to feel pain//
I'm a child so I guess they think its illogical for me to feel strain//
But they are wrong, they hurtin me with every fight that takes place//
Standin at my mirror lookin deep, wonderin whats beyond my wet face//
Sheddin tears that scar me, tears that burn my flesh to tha bone//
I'm scared, I'm really scared cos I know how hard it is to be alone//
Father's got a new girl, to me, the bitch just ain't worth a dam//
Mothers jealous of Daddy's affair so now shes sleepin wit every man she can//
Shits stressful, its overwhealmin the power of inconsideration that takes place in the moment//
What was once a peaceful family is now split down the middle, hatred really hurts dont it?//
I'm really startin to feel down, so far I've kept my cool//
I know when I'm not around they arguein about me, they tryin to play me for a fool//
But I swear to God I ain't choosin between em, how can I basically say who's the best//
My hearts beatin 500 times a minute, leavin a pain in my chest//
I can't possible leave one alone, so they can rot in their messy situation//
Feel like I'm all alone from now, but you know I'm stronger to be hatin//
I gotta get along with my life, ok they ain't in love no more, but thats ok, I think//
I'd rather them be happy seperately, than be unhappy together forever.......I think//
Why didn't I see this comin, when the black eyes started appearin//
Dad not coming home drunk, swingin for me and my mum very late in the evenin,
can't help thinkin its my fault, where the support for your son//
My angry is locked inside a vault but its all coming out, I'm done//
I can't take it no more....I need sleep, I need to be let loose//
My tears have become unique, I weep as I tie the noose and leap//
I...........I..................................................//
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Very nice keystyle Bez. Nice concept and the shit was mad deep.  I was actually going to write something with this same topic yesterday, weird shit.

Very nice keystyle Bez. Nice concept and the shit was mad deep.

Word.. Im feeli this bez.. keep spittin