This is how I shine..........

As I stare up into the blackness from this mattress
I try and grasp the past that confiscated my happiness
So many lonely nights the effect of this lost cause
Got all odds and bars bearin down in this cell of ours
Of life, got little to say cause it got me speechless
Seems as every inch is a mile I'm walkin to weakness
I take a peek over my shoulder back to days long ago
I wanna be yesterday but life forever got me tomorrow
I borrow a few smiles as I pass a happy couple
Double over in agony when I see a peer in trouble
Cause I felt it all, every spectrum any sector of life
Has once upon a time errected it's method upon me twice
Have I lived this life? Fully, but mostly only in fear
Fake understanding of tears, quickly pacing through my years
Not a trace of patience here, got a wasted case of sheer
Talent and a taste of dear satan whisperin my ears
Blatant pain is soul deep, I gotta say my only sleep
Comes in winks of dead sheep that aint been counted in weeks
Please, I'm soul soakin, drippin wet with the sweat of fate
Destiny been playin spades, got me agin year by day
Swayin in the breeze with loose roots I'm fit to up and fly
Through the winds of time in pieces shattered into shards of light
Cause if I can't find the right path to follow on my own
I'm gon shine for ages upon our seeds and take em home

I felt you on that...it was dope you got skill man......keep it up

I felt you on that...it was dope you got skill man......keep it up

yes, for real, realy deep shit!
so keep it up ..

nice ish maynee...stick around...