here's sum shit I did for a mixtape, but out here in germany folks aint paying attention to words so ima have yalls opinion on this.

I'm tired of life, tired to live too tired to fight/
tired I might end up dead cuz I'm too tired inside/
tired to give, cuz I'm too busy takin'/
tired to live up to ma dreams cuz I'm too tired of waitin'/
tired of hesitatin', when I should speak what I feel/
help those in need, but I'm too tired to heal/
tired to steal beats, too tired to acquire the real/
tired to fire ma steal cuz I'm too tired to kill/
tired to thrill my listeners with these lines that I spill/
tired of hearin' my fans say that they tired of Ill/
tired of feelin' this pain inside when I think about life/
and how it gets me to the point where I have doubts in a mic/
these clouds in ma mind have me feelin' tired at night/
I can't sleep, but if I do I feel like dyin' inside/
I wake up and I'm too tired to write/
tired to act nice to people that I love tho I should try to be polite/
but it's funy how they turn out to be too tired to love me/
and all because I'm dyin' to try to get this money/

WAKE UP! if your tired of the life you lead/
WAKE UP! if you got a wife 'n child to feed/
WAKE UP! you can change try ya best don't give in/
WAKE UP! ...or else the devils gon' win/

tired of not livin' up to expectations/
what people expect from me I'm tired of keepin' yall waitin'/
tired of makin' promises I can't keep and then break 'em/
tired of havin' ma thoughts controlled by satan/
tired of not bein' wise enough/
to know my next move before I make it and then screw it up/
tired of startin' things then lose interest and give in/
tired of not havin' money to buy a house to live in/
tired of sin, cheat, deceit and lies/
tired of tryin' then fail but I'm too tired to die/
sometimes I'm in a hole wit' no choice but to cry/
trapped in the zone while the devils' scorin' points from outside/
I'm tired of it, tired to spit tired to hit/
these fools wit' precise moves and then callin' it quits/
at times I admire my wit, like I'm a prodigy/
and all because I'm dyin' to try to get this money/

WAKE UP! if your tired of the life you lead/
WAKE UP! if you got a wife 'n child to feed/
WAKE UP! you can change try ya best don't give in/
WAKE UP! ...or else the devils gon' win/

WAKE UP! if your tired of the life you lead/
WAKE UP! if you got a wife 'n child to feed/
WAKE UP! you can change try ya best don't give in/
WAKE UP! ...or else the devils gon' win/


i wadn't tryin to eat off of eminem's "If I Had" even tho its a similar concept.

jus drop some opinions.

peace

that was dope, illicit.....deep feelings
i was able ta feel it

peace

sup Illicit...nice piece

what u live out in germany too? ^

lol ive done two mixtapes so far, and they actually liked it so i thought cool, im gettin better at this come to find out they liked the beats i chose. lol my best friends are german and they dont understand my shit either. i gotta get it to some americans. ima upload em and have yall drop opinions.

oh i wadnt sayin u didnt understand, its just so few do. whereabout u located at? i live near frankfurt.

i used to live in bavaria, Amberg to be exact but back when the Army post was still active n shit.

yeh i know cuz i still live there... just not in bavaria no more, now its Hessen. i speak german too since i grew up here. right now im in florida but I'm leaving back "home" next week. i dont like calling it home since im from florida but whatever.