Hell

[QuietTruth]

This is life, this is life
But it's hell for me

In this nether region, not forever leavin'
Shamin' myself for lookin' up, I'ma heathen
Holdin my throat tight at night, before sleepin
Hoping that while doin' this I'll stop breathing
I throw my hand off and cry like I'm teething
I don't wanna live no more, my eyes done seein
Tired livin' my life in metaphors, I'm done sire
I'm looking for death, to wrap me in wires
All of my life I have been livin' with much liars
I was burned so many times I'm afraid of the fire
The more that happens, the more I look up higher
And my needs? They are not in just need but dire
I've wronged and rotted as a resident in damnation
Now I'm callin' home, it's damp in this damn basement
I've been tryin' to hit up help, but I just can't face it
That's juvenile and wit no cash money how can I make it
Self esteem and confidence is runnin away do I chase it?
Standin over a square glass of (life) wit a bat, bound to break it

This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life

Poverty is the mother of health, so here's the problem
Rich is the father of wealth, and I don't got 'em
Happyness is all I want and I'm worryin' at my age
I know there's somethang wrong wit me, I'm on that page
Stay the fuck away from snitches, scared of these bitches
Not materialistic, I know contentness is better than riches
And that is exactly where the fuck I'm tryin' to get at
But I can't when I have the fuckin' devil on - my - back
Life's not fair, word? Word. Man fuck you, spell word
Nigga don't tell me nuthin' until YOU move hellward
Funny, when I'm in a good mood, I think hell moved
Hours later I forgot that I was born to be helldoomed (Wat the fuck was I thinkin')
Always below, let me be above for a change
Let me feel how it feels to be beloved in the game
You know how they say once bitten, twice shy?
Well If you ever meet a quiet kid, now you know why
Silenter he is, the more bites he's been bitten
Now take your first breathe of hell, and smell what we given

This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life

To work today is to eat tomorrow, look at all these who feel sorrow
Dressed in all black, on a mission like zorro, wit no money to borrow
On the come up, wit they gun up, but they have nobody to run up
How can you rob a person like you, ya can't, must hustle to the sun up
Bad thangs happen but you can't mind today, struggles are okay
Like The Crow and the Pitcher, we'll find a way, we always do anyway
Life saddens me, don't know what Im'a do once I'm out the academy
Myself is gettin' mad at me, nuthin' you can do but live it like it's battery
Kids droppin' out, like they know what's it's about
But who the fuck really has time to sit here and doubt?
Who can give a fuck about wrong or right, day and night
Dark and light, we in between the devil's fight, but hey..

This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life
This is life, this is life, this is life, this is life

[Nigga_With_An_Additude]

do me a favort don't ever battle they will tear you up in that section,you see you put to much of yorself in this section(hell so do I) and they will murder you with poems about how you are.........