Few verses

[bez]

I struggle with life daily, crazy,
Hate the person that I am, I've become, so lazy,
Nothin used to phase me, now I'm alone,
Just a kid in an adults body, never ever grown,
But I try to smile, but I see so much hate,
For a while last year, I felt so great,
Til it was taken from me, now I'm back to tears,
Its like Im a martyr, on a bus, strapped wit fears,
Dont want to feel like this, but cant get over,
Feel like such a loser, now that Im a loner,
This worlds tight grip, wont let me fall though,
Keeps my head above water, no need for snorkle,

Im so selfish, cant help it, Im helpless,
If you felt this, way, you'd see darkness,
Cant darken the light, that portreys,
Me, indecently, recently, Ive gone to pot,
Bitches eat at me, greasly, they take the lot,
When I wink I just think, is this, the end, of everything,
Spend time just laying and lying, to myself, shit stinks,
Drowning in sinks, N'sync wit this beat,
Got my mind tied, hands cuffed, and feet bound so they bleed,



When Bez steps through the door, heads turn and turn back,
For one stare could get you smacked, on the floor seein black,
A nice guy so, a keep my temper in check, but once you show no respect,
Im quick to flip and snap your head and neck,

I remember when,
Selt belts didnt have to be strapped in,
Rollin past the 4 screen where the Lidl shops now in,
Going home watchin House Party, Noel Edmunds and Blobby,
Collecting WWF stickers, funny little hobby,
Playin army and rain dodge, on playgrounds in school,
Going round to mates houses for tea, was so cool,
Romance was easy, will you go out with me? done!
Didnt spend a second ever talkin, but man it was fun,
Gettin lines in school now kids takin lines in school,
Now they fightin, recording, puttin it on youtube,
Life back then was so easy, mario vs sonic, who wan it?
Eating pizza, drinking cola, til I felt sick, an vomit,
Its easy aint it? now I fuckin hate it,
I guess this Peter Pan kid grew up and faded,
Degraded,

[QuietTruth]

You sick Bez. Those was all nice drops man.

[D-Reborn]

fuck that was dope, the last one specially made me reminisce, keep it up!

 

[Lyrical-Poet]

I struggle with life daily, crazy,
Hate the person that I am, I've become, so lazy,
Nothin used to phase me, now I'm alone,
Just a kid in an adults body, never ever grown,
But I try to smile, but I see so much hate,
For a while last year, I felt so great,
Til it was taken from me, now I'm back to tears,
Its like Im a martyr, on a bus, strapped wit fears,
Dont want to feel like this, but cant get over,
Feel like such a loser, now that Im a loner,
This worlds tight grip, wont let me fall though,
Keeps my head above water, no need for snorkle,

I can really feel this one