You a slave to a page in my ... notebook?!?

[bez]

I struggle with life daily, crazy,
Hate the person that I am, I've become, so lazy,
Nothin used to phase me, now I'm alone,
Just a kid in an adults body, never ever grown,
But I try to smile, but I see so much hate,
For a while last year, I felt so great,
Til it was taken from me, now I'm back to tears,
Its like Im a martyr, on a bus, strapped wit fears,
Dont want to feel like this, but cant get over,
Feel like such a loser, now that Im a loner,
This worlds tight grip, wont let me fall though,
Keeps my head above water, no need for snorkle,

Im so selfish, cant help it, Im helpless,
If you felt this, way, you'd see darkness,
Cant darken the light, that portreys,
Me, indecently, recently, Ive gone to pot,
Bitches eat at me, greasly, they take the lot,
When I wink I just think, is this, the end, of everything,
Spend time just laying and lying, to myself, shit stinks,
Drowning in sinks, N'sync wit this beat,
Got my mind tied, hands cuffed, and feet bound so they bleed,



When Bez steps through the door, heads turn and turn back,
For one stare could get you smacked, on the floor seein black,
A nice guy so, a keep my temper in check, but once you show no respect,
Im quick to flip and snap your head and neck,

I remember when,
Selt belts didnt have to be strapped in,
Rollin past the 4 screen where the Lidl shops now in,
Going home watchin House Party, Noel Edmunds and Blobby,
Collecting WWF stickers, funny little hobby,
Playin army and rain dodge, on playgrounds in school,
Going round to mates houses for tea, was so cool,
Romance was easy, will you go out with me? done!
Didnt spend a second ever talkin, but man it was fun,
Gettin lines in school now kids takin lines in school,
Now they fightin, recording, puttin it on youtube,
Life back then was so easy, mario vs sonic, who wan it?
Eating pizza, drinking cola, til I felt sick, an vomit,
Its easy aint it? now I fuckin hate it,
I guess this Peter Pan kid grew up and faded,
Degraded,



I took myself from the streets,
Hate sittin way benieth,
Sewers only echo sirens from the police,
Rats crawl past, but above its similar,
Everyone your friend, everyones familiar,
Ma famila, though, wil get you in a choke hold,
An wont let go, so, mama mia, I hope enemies dont come near,
I'll see ya face down,




My life is hectic, an unbalanced ecentric,
Life lacks electric, I look for an exit,
Be extinct like a T-Rex, cos Jesus dont need us,
He dont even hear us, maybe hes fears us,
I'm too deep to swim up, aint got the strength,
Cant hold my breath so I cant stretch the length,


Im the eigth world wonder,
I pillage and plunder,
Girls want my number, they will not get it,
Not to sound rude,
But to get with this dude,
You need to special, and you just aint got it,
You wantin my wallet, but its strapped and sealed,



Coming through reckless,
Skin head wont protect this, fists up, whats up, peoples is defenseless,
Causing chaos is a deathwish, check this,
Im six steps to the devils sixty-six list,
A manifest only for the arrogant, ignorant, embarressment,
To the government like all illegal immigrants,
Whitnesses to court rooms, jury lickin war wounds,
Hung! from shoe laces like Im trippin of tall shrooms,
Characters in thick suits, think they knowin my roots,
I'll swing in on vinyl an kick you in your chipped tooth,
The booth is made bomb proof, this nuclear rappin,
Quick to destroy your nucleus like Morpheous happened,
More fierce rappin like a spaz at Christmas,
Take your chromosones out like some madddd scientist,
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh blurggggggggggggggg,
Ill erase your packets,
Cut ya strings from you dummies like fucked up tennis rackets,
I'm a menace, the meanest, rapping bastard,
Above average, savage, call me dog backwards,
Out to get carrots like that dude, that bunny,
Once I get food I bee-line for his hunny,
Funny, metaphorically abolish me, honestly,
Got more green that a forestry, more nuts that a forestry, huh?
...
Tryna use the same line, at the same time,
Maybe I got high and my brain pressed rewind,
So rewind ... duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
...
Check how low my balls hang,
Its like a elephant,
Leaving three lines in the sand when I walk, dang,
Swing like an arangatang checkin all my branches,
Coming for you leeches and roaches with wranglers,
My angles so actue bitches call me a cutie,
Make em grab their ankles even if they a noobie,
The booty shakes and makes quakes as I pound,
I spray more liquid than lakes between ya brows,
So quick without a sound then Im out supersonic,
Shoot up pussies so tight it gives em chlonic,
Abbliteration this nation cant face it, hatin,
Cos my alliteration awaken them,
Kids, who dont got shit and make them wan it,
Make em wanna rape, kill, snatch a wallet, smoke chronic, drink and vomit,
Alarming self-harming sucicidal darlings,
Why aint Penny got a fathing, a mother, or siblings?
But shes listening, and she'll grow you know,
Place a bomb, let it blow and never come back home,
Its a cock and bull story,
Boommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!










Can you ever forgive a Northern man this this,
Even when I reminisce my tears make this paper crisp,



Out getting stoned with the boys its like gravel,
Laughing til my lungs burst, but laughing at who? you?
Maybe, baby, I just don't know,
Playin puff puff pass, air filled with smoke,
Im a green newbie, don't even recycle,
Lyrics so original I write like a typo,
Writer, rapper, all time make things happener,
Battler, spit and hit and then I kick shit back at cha,




Primetime, visualise, my blockbuster rhymes,
Rent em, play em, eject em and rewind,
The whole situation, Im in rappers segregation,
Cos nobodys near me, they got no aspirations,
Im so hard, unphaseable, untaseable, crazy dude,
Loco, from the get go, rebel dancin wit the devil,
I write paragraphs I laugh I sit here chillin,
Not a care in the world, how I make a livin?
Cos money means nothin, and friends they come and they go,
Girls good for one thing, and thats all they know, blow ...
If you dont like me, fine! your opinion don't count,
My fists up always ready for the bout,
Will spark ya out,


Twenty three and a day, lifes gone astray,
Going up in smoke like Im stuck in an ash tray,
Time for plays over, gotta get up off the sofa,
Find myself employment and get myself sober,
A loner, Ive been, now a veteran and waiting,
For my time, thats a lie, gotta do some deliberating,
Slating my life aint gunna make it right,
Gotta stand up and be counted, take part in the fight,

[QuietTruth]

I struggle with life daily, crazy,
Hate the person that I am, I've become, so lazy,
Nothin used to phase me, now I'm alone,
Just a kid in an adults body, never ever grown,
But I try to smile, but I see so much hate,
For a while last year, I felt so great,
Til it was taken from me, now I'm back to tears,
Its like Im a martyr, on a bus, strapped wit fears,
Dont want to feel like this, but cant get over,
Feel like such a loser, now that Im a loner,
This worlds tight grip, wont let me fall though,
Keeps my head above water, no need for snorkle,

HEAT! I loved that bolded line my nigga. Nice damn drop.

Im so selfish, cant help it, Im helpless,
If you felt this, way, you'd see darkness,
Cant darken the light, that portreys,
Me, indecently, recently, Ive gone to pot,
Bitches eat at me, greasly, they take the lot,
When I wink I just think, is this, the end, of everything,
Spend time just laying and lying, to myself, shit stinks,
Drowning in sinks, N'sync wit this beat,
Got my mind tied, hands cuffed, and feet bound so they bleed,

Nice drop again homie.

When Bez steps through the door, heads turn and turn back,
For one stare could get you smacked, on the floor seein black,
A nice guy so, a keep my temper in check, but once you show no respect,
Im quick to flip and snap your head and neck,

I remember when,
Selt belts didnt have to be strapped in,
Rollin past the 4 screen where the Lidl shops now in,
Going home watchin House Party, Noel Edmunds and Blobby,
Collecting WWF stickers, funny little hobby,
Playin army and rain dodge, on playgrounds in school,
Going round to mates houses for tea, was so cool,
Romance was easy, will you go out with me? done!
Didnt spend a second ever talkin, but man it was fun,
Gettin lines in school now kids takin lines in school,
Now they fightin, recording, puttin it on youtube,
Life back then was so easy, mario vs sonic, who wan it?
Eating pizza, drinking cola, til I felt sick, an vomit,
Its easy aint it? now I fuckin hate it,
I guess this Peter Pan kid grew up and faded,
Degraded,



I took myself from the streets,
Hate sittin way benieth,
Sewers only echo sirens from the police,
Rats crawl past, but above its similar,
Everyone your friend, everyones familiar,
Ma famila, though, wil get you in a choke hold,
An wont let go, so, mama mia, I hope enemies dont come near,
I'll see ya face down,


My life is hectic, an unbalanced ecentric,
Life lacks electric, I look for an exit,
Be extinct like a T-Rex, cos Jesus dont need us,
He dont even hear us, maybe hes fears us,
I'm too deep to swim up, aint got the strength,
Cant hold my breath so I cant stretch the length,


Coming through reckless,
Skin head wont protect this, fists up, whats up, peoples is defenseless,
Causing chaos is a deathwish, check this,
Im six steps to the devils sixty-six list,
A manifest only for the arrogant, ignorant, embarressment,
To the government like all illegal immigrants,
Whitnesses to court rooms, jury lickin war wounds,
Hung! from shoe laces like Im trippin of tall shrooms,
Characters in thick suits, think they knowin my roots,
I'll swing in on vinyl an kick you in your chipped tooth,
The booth is made bomb proof, this nuclear rappin,
Quick to destroy your nucleus like Morpheous happened,
More fierce rappin like a spaz at Christmas,
Take your chromosones out like some madddd scientist,
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh blurggggggggggggggg,
Ill erase your packets,
Cut ya strings from you dummies like fucked up tennis rackets,
I'm a menace, the meanest, rapping bastard,
Above average, savage, call me dog backwards,
Out to get carrots like that dude, that bunny,
Once I get food I bee-line for his hunny,
Funny, metaphorically abolish me, honestly,
Got more green that a forestry, more nuts that a forestry, huh?

Primetime, visualise, my blockbuster rhymes,
Rent em, play em, eject em and rewind,
The whole situation, Im in rappers segregation,
Cos nobodys near me, they got no aspirations,
Im so hard, unphaseable, untaseable, crazy dude,
Loco, from the get go, rebel dancin wit the devil,
I write paragraphs I laugh I sit here chillin,
Not a care in the world, how I make a livin?
Cos money means nothin, and friends they come and they go,
Girls good for one thing, and thats all they know, blow ...
If you dont like me, fine! your opinion don't count,
My fists up always ready for the bout,
Will spark ya out,


Twenty three and a day, lifes gone astray,
Going up in smoke like Im stuck in an ash tray,
Time for plays over, gotta get up off the sofa,
Find myself employment and get myself sober,
A loner, Ive been, now a veteran and waiting,
For my time, thats a lie, gotta do some deliberating,
Slating my life aint gunna make it right,
Gotta stand up and be counted, take part in the fight,

All nice my nigga, your flow is amazing of course.


Basicly everythang was pretty ill.


It's like all your shit got 're-read value'. Hahahahahahahaha! For real though!