To Micheal: Rest In Peace brother

[infinite59]

My next door nieghbor and friend died today in a motorcycle accident.

To Micheal........

I've seen the movie of the angel Micheal with wings/
That vision just became more real to me/
Trying to make sense of your death/
Vision you lying on your death bed gasping for breathe/
Didn't go out peacefully/
Your mother was screaming/
As your dying of eternal bleeding/
Satan placing heat went out in eternal fire/
I'd be a liar if I didn't say that I saw it coming/
From the moment you moved in the house next door/
The year was 94/
Comin home from school, I knew you were easily influenced/
As was I, we both had that seriousness in our eye/
Trying to make sense of the lies/
We'd confide in eachother, deep discussions/
Just you, me, and your older brother/
I was the angry atheist/
Some cats in our nieghborhood/
Said I pushed you into it/
We headed down similar paths/
And you looked up to me cause I was older/
But I was blind and couldn't see/
Your older brother was more righteous than I/
Christian, he kept his head above water/
And his eyes focused on the ultimate prize/
Life on the other side/
Life after death/
But you and I/
We breathed the same breathe/
Standing next to me/
We didn't believe in what we couldn't see/
And now I pray to God your resting in peace/

chorus/

In was back in 96/
Ashley had everyone on the block rolling thick/
All us adolescents, fighting to be in her presence/
Guess the competition brought us all closer/
I remember every day of that summer/
Remember when I punched you in the stomach/
Cause you said I was too shy to really go for it?
Next day I was making out with her deep into the night/
Slid to the side of her house/
You gave me a pound, and said your the big man now/
Back then we were all brothers/
Heaven on Earth was ares/
Running wild through the nieghborhood/
Dropping water balloons off bridges/
Onto passing by cars/
Playing basketball, one on one, you couldn't beat me/
But it was the competition we were seeking/
Took us to the next level/
And two weeks before you died you did beat me/
But now your laying 6 feet deep/
And so I pray to God for you/

chorus/

I remember back when you would follow my advice/
I guess the saying goes that the blind leads the blind/
We said fuck god and kept blind worshipping the life/
And now your the one that's dead, paying the ultimate price/
I converted to my relgion more than a year ago/
Chose a different path, Micheal I wanted to let you know
But I was too caught up, far too damn busy acting afool/
Still I was desiring to 4-ever be "the man to you"/
Wanting to be Looked up to, kept thangs fake instead of true/
Told you yeah I'm gonna be 4-ever fucking wild bitches/
Gettin drunk, not giving a fuck, entertaining those physical wishes/
The truth was there for the takin, wish you would of asked for more/
Pushing harder and interrogating me little much more further/
To The inner core, and I for sure could of been more outside the door/
But maybe we can't escape the wrath of the All-encompassing
Supreme being/
He takes before he asks-Was your soul ready to die?
We grew up, got older and eventually we stopped asking why/
We stopped biulding and bonding never were we opening ourselves up/
And now I've lost someone I grew up with and truly loved/
Never got to tell him my deepest thoughts onGod high above/
I didn't want to be too serious makin the situation to feel odd/
And now your gone Lord giude him and blesseth his soul/
He never had the chance to see your glory, too young/
Never got to grow old, shedding tears for Micheal/
Grab your wings And watch over me/
I'll be praying and believing your seeing the truth for yourself/
Restin in Peace In The Lords Kingdom/

Peace.  Rest In Peace.  Micheal.  You were like my brother.  I wished you were my brother.  Come see me.  Peace.

[bLaDe]

Yo homie, that was deep, seems like you were pretty close to him....Rest In Peace Michael...one

 -{bLaDe}

[infinite59]

Yo homie, that was deep, seems like you were pretty close to him....Rest In Peace Michael...one

 -{bLaDe}

Yeah..... we were really close... He was a couple years younger than me.... and I think there was a period where he even looked up to me a bit.... so that means something to me, and we hung out, and ran the nieghborhood doing thangs kids do... getting into shit together.  Ya, he'll be missed.

[KVB]

I just read this, you spit some great deep verses, R.I.P. Michael....

Peace

['Illicit']

nice piece, deep. may Michael rest in peace.

[DOC. da G.P.T...[METS][REX/MaB]]

R.I.P.............dude..

[Hittman]

This Was Real Deep. Reminded Me Of A Deeper Version Of "I Aint Mad At Cha"...

RIP

[infinite59]

This Was Real Deep. Reminded Me Of A Deeper Version Of "I Aint Mad At Cha"...

RIP

Thanks ya'll... I made above lyrics into a song, it's not anything I'd want everyone to hear, I just rushed through it so I'd have something to listen to, to help me cope.  I talked to his family and his older brother for a couple hours today, and told them how much he meant to me....I'll probably be dealing with this through the rest of the week (funeral, visitation)... thanks again ya'll, peace

[ROCCY]

R.i.p.......Micheal

[TheSheriff]

I dun have much to say...

RIP

[ePiK_INgenius]

hmm my grandma died today..shit is crazy...damn..RIP grandma and michael

[Vigilante]

my deepest regrets for a loving friend of infinite59

Michael, you always will be remembered

R.I.P Michael

[ROCCY]

hmm my grandma died today..shit is crazy...damn..RIP grandma and michael

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R.I.P to your grandma homie..