Latest "Life" Rhymes

[TheSheriff]

So hyper now, shot by a sniper, how,
Did they get my address, got caught up in a crazy cat's arrest,
Head lookin down, tears in my eyes, I run to my baby, when even she cries,
But she don't tell me no thang, it's all a secret,
I ain't all that happy, but for her I'll fake it...
So much heartbreak, in the middle of the night, but I'm still awake,
Still crying, but not to sleep, can't express shit, cause words are cheap,
Now I'm on Prozac, cause the Doc thinks my mindset's cracked,
My rival caught me smilin, but he didn't realize, I was whylin'
Never ask for an opinion again, but what I'm wondering,
Will they gimme love, this life is tough...

ATL is the city I'm from, best back up before I drop a bomb,
Alize and Tanqueray, gettin fucked up everday,
Y'all bitches gon wanna know me, y'all bitches gon wanna blow me,
I'ma be a success, but have to soldier through first,
Walkin through this life, realize I was cursed,
A little homie ran up to me, tried to cut a lady's purse,
Had to smack him in the face, my speech was terse,
I continued walking, watched a guy get bust in the face,
Get sent to somewhere in the Twilight Zone, Never Never Land, that's the place,
Tears in my eyes as I watch too many old friends go beyond,
Especially when they was my closest homies, of whom I was fond,
Japhel, nigga, you're much missed, but at ya murderers,
I ain't pissed, just sorry for y'all, you just made some nerd errors,
Dill, I'd give my life for you to come back, remember when we was in the 'llac?
Kicking it, dropping new shit, going crazy without you, that's a fact,
I just realize that I had a knack, to bust asses, on the real,
Baby, how do you feel? Cause I need some pussy to keep me sane,
Just want six shots in the brain, but first, I'm looking for some fame...

I might add another verse later. Rate please!

[TheSheriff]

Used to be close friends, now we enemies,
You followed new trends, made me queez...y,
Remember with those girls, you was hardly breathing,
At the swimming pool, hardly put ya feet in,
Couldn't bear to risk yourself, I should have learnt a lesson,
That when shit went down, I'd be alone with my Smith & Wesson,
You repaid my loyalty, with treachery,
Splattered my name in the mud, stamped on top of me,
But now I'm standing up again, don't see you as a friend,
I'm cold to you now, these wounds I cannot mend,
I helped you through the hard times,
Now you on the harsh end, of these very rhymes,
Remember how I "changed you"? Shoulda ranged you,
Cause now brought out ya whole punk-ass crew,
But I don't need three, not two, just me,
I broke Jacob's knees, remember that?
And with Amelia, I call her fat, rode on my motherfuckin foes,
Smashed up their confidence, now look at those,
Snivelling little bitches, ain't no better than leeches,
Feeding off a thug, shoulda known, you'd never give me love,
Remember Harrison, smashed in his face,
In the Skate Park, that's the place, punk bit my lip,
Fuckin freak, I chucked him in the tip, he started to leak,
Blood on the floor, not asking for more,
I could do that to you, Wilson, popping pills,
That's more than one, you backstabbing little bitch,
I gave a shit, now you turn on me, and act like it,
Never happened, how that Becky bitch, never fattened,
I see clearly now, who the mole was,
But no motherfuckin pow, and I ain't worried cause,
I know you'll back down I step up,
Cause you know that I'll wreck stuff,
Your face would included in that package,
Cut and paste it on a deluded little whore,
Your rhymes are filling up that wack page,
Remember this, if nothing else,
Before you check me, bext check yourself,
Cause the closets you've ever gotten, to Death's cold gate,
Was a meeting with a writer called Fate,
I got blasted at, by motherfuckin rivals,
Had to duck down, for my very survival,
You worship me, I see it in your eyes,
Cause I'm a ridah, and every coward dies...

[Tanjential]

i guess this can fit here

Upward Spiral-Upward spiral
Subconscious rivals
on which we remain fixated
firmly situated
choose sides of the looking glass:in or out?
what will prevail win or doubt?
Disturbed focus,misdirected concentration
Meaningless spreading confrontations
Every day i only physically wake up
I feel as a person less and less
Manic depression's a frustrating mess
what can change that
incrassational struggles of pain remain fact
I'm setting a wall of soul to detonate
Shrill cries of heartache and the loss of God will resonate

peace-Tanjint

[Tanjential]

Sad Man's Cry(Suicidal Thoughts 2001)-

Why do i bother if none do for me
come now friend,reply truthfully
most of my friends are fake or i don't need them
the black hole of my soul needs feeding
it's sucking me in,i see no escape
Girls don't reciprocate
routes,i know which to take
i'l watch my death over and over in a state of suspened animation
i'm not saying it's right,but suicide doesn't mix with justification
i care so much,but i don't care anymore
what is this all for?
i have so much but i've lost everything
i don't want to see what tomorrow will bring
i don't want to wait for the future,i want to change the past
things in order of likeliness,happiness remains the last
so i want to end it all quickly painlessly
i've failed horribly in what i've aimed to be
but i can't do it
so this is just another Sad Man's Cry
I don't want to live,but at this point i can't die

peace-Tanjint

[Tanjential]

i always pictured this over some dark piano riffs with some moderately hard drums a'la Method Man's The Rza produced "Biscuits"....

Paranoia(Friends)-


At night i wake up in cold sweat/I realize I'm not done with the war yet/I may die a wrong death/
I think this for in my thoughts i get flashbacks/of ones in the past-that/were so quick to backstab/
and i realize that fakes are all around me/
people waiting to take advantage surround T/
like with females for example/
horny guys will analyze when i ramble/
and if i happen to mention a  girl they desire/
they turn into liars/verbal white fire/
white lies/they spite mine/because i'm a nice guy?/that's why??/
well what if the nice guy decides to to attack back?/
biggidibiggidibiggidibiggidi BLAK! BLAK!/
because i'm trusting and naive they're quick to take advantage??/
and think i won't even consider returning their doing of damage???/
what if MY friendship turned into malevolence??/
if i gave you severance/from a kind remembrance/
and returned your irreverence/??
but i'm not like them so it's all irrelevant/
I have to watch what i say around my best friends because of this one girl/
this girl can cause my "friends" true colors to be unfurled/
now yet another close friend is in a familiar position/
and to another so called friend he could have similar intentions/
because to ensure/
big numbers on his tenure/
he'll lie to her,to get me out of the picture/
it's been attempted,but not completed/
true friends like me can't be deleted/
do i think he'll try it?no,but i won't put it past him/
She makes it so, they all with her,want to be lasting/
he said if She wants something from him,then consider it done/
i said i feel the same way so our friendship may be a withering one/
we've all recognized Her as Heavens Sweetest Flower/
and i've come to see that Girl has too much power/
she doesn't abuse it/
but she inadvertently causes ones like him to be choosing/
between Her and true friends/and she wins favor/
every moment with Her by every male savored/
does he trust me? do i trust him? should i trust him?/
am i crazy? is he crazy? are we lusting?/
no i'm hurting,he's having/
i'm steadily maddening/
because i can't trust any of my closest friends/
on the truth i want to focus in/
but i can't i'm clouded by promises of loyalty/
is this just a ploy to me/
ploy by them to gain my trust/
so i can let them have Her leave my friendship in the dust/
deprive me of contact,leave me to die/
what can i do to be seeing the lies?/
paranoia drowns me,pours on top of me/
how many are really behaving honestly??/
i look around and see friendly faces but any behind their back can have a dagger/
waiting to stick it in mine,causing me to stagger/
i wake up with these thoughts,cold sweat flashbacks/
of friends in the past that/
were quick to backstab/
why
no more
trust
none
why
stop
paranoia

peace-Tanjint