perfectionist who doesn't try

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

Im a perfectionist who doesn't try
stand back lookin, questionin why,
earlier this mornin think I must've been high,
Didnt want to come down from that like rain from the sky
didnt want my white cloud to run black,
so no moves made till I can seperate fake from fact
But in the meantime man this life goes past
Wanted the perfect relationship
wanted to be made certain of securities
end up missing out on life chasin after hyperbole's
if I could just chill and just walk behind these thoughts
Then my mind could slow down stead of not seeing a top
Tryin to be on top of the mountain better if I step off
and just watch from this meadow maybe see more clearly
whats the point of advanced securities then missing joys of journeys