Last Love Letter

[bez]

once upon time, not long, but now,
I was stuck in a rut and I cant get out,
Tryin, cryin, climin this mountain,
Only to fall everytime, I'm doubtin,
My ability to make it, to who and where I wanna be,
Cos to me, honestly, life aint all about a lottery,
Riches mean nothin, I just want someone to love me,
For me and who I am, and not for what I could be,
A writer, director, actor, but fuck it,
All of my life I've been told that I'm nothing,
I love the struggle though, really can't you tell,
I get colds easy, but believe me I'm hot as hell,
I dont get dates, if I do, they text in,
I'm guna be late, I'm like, you best be messin,
So yeah I sit and wait, lookin great on my lonesome,
I ate, never finished my plate, like you won't some?
Doggybag for me, wrap that up waiter,
Fucking hate her, but know I'll text her later,
Its the same old story, searchin for glory,
Say hello into the phone, but girl just ignores me,
Tut tut though, I just can't let go,
Beginning of November, and she don't wanna know,
Ran back to another, and I wanna just runaway,
Back in my covers, like it was, just that other day,
But I think my chance has gone now, vanished in a sec,
So I delete her off my facebook, an struggle not to text,
Best not to do it, I gotta leave her to it,
Hopefully in time, she'll realize she always knew this,
That she loves me, the way that I do her,
An maybe that day, some magic will occur,
Where we meet up, kiss, and everything feels, real,
Cos with that one kiss our fates are sealed,
Entwined for eternity, together forever,
So with that, I entitle this my last love letter