fall 2011

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

fall 2011, mind far from heaven/
mind numb I'm dumb, far from young/
far from the source of one, my sun/
my eternal heat, the pull and tug of my heart/
it's started to stop beatin, and I'm thinking
it's because I'm not believing in myself no more
or is this a game I play with myself/
Sovereign over my mental city but mentally against me/
I'm a predicate felon from sunrise to sunset please help/
playin dirty games of devils advocate with my self/
meant to make an album and call it Infinite's hell/
thought I might as well, because society acting like the devil/
I need a new nigga, for this black cloud to follow/
cause while it's over me it's too dark to see tomarrow/
Should I go back to my past jewel, the tape replays again and again/
Wanna see some new sights open my eyes to another end/
I begin a sentence and then it seems your at the end of it/
Feel I can't live without you, then in the next moment I doubt you/
Don't know what it is about you, but I'm thinking the problem is me/
I think my problem is in the history, or maybe it's Missouri/
what caused such a problem always puzzles my head/
asking myself which came first the chicken or the egg/
trial and error, don't want to live in fear, but I fear the eternal sadness/
the melancholy, the alcohol that's never end me, but ended my daddy/
lived to see each and every truth I upheld be spelled out in lies/
Right before my eyes, saw my dreams dusted and sucked up in demise/
I don't really for real doubt myself, just tired and stress fuckin with my health/
if I was wired, I could conspire with better angels to open up higher angles/
but instead I dangle in a dozen entanglements
agents of the devil, Haliima told me she dreamed of snakes at my feet/
Ii need her wisdom, fuck it, I just need me, Ii need Infinite
fuck it, I needed to get militant and starting a riot to fight with my demons/
Cause I'm deadly when I get dusted no telling what's liable to come out of me/
Make this shit as catacalysmic as descriptions of Ameggeddon in the Bible could be/
But sometimes part of me just wants peace, and to remember how ininocent life used to be/

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

want to speak but the weed keeps my brain in a daze/
Naw fuck it can't blame it on gettin blunted/
I miss my jewel wiish she was hear with me/
but then waking tomarrow i'll probably feel differently/
I'm tired of these same records playing againi and agaiin mentally/
want to spin a different track then that/
want to act like this is back in the days/
but I know this is "fall 2,000 and hell"/
Ohhh well, man I can't spell out my thoughts/
my thoughts are lost and submerged so deep beneate/
but let's dig and dig and see if there's anything we can see/
Naw let's distract my mind with spectator sports so I don't think/
Cause I don't want to think no more, I thinik it's gotten borning/
and some shit has just became way worn out and old/
Like walking around for 29 damn years witih the same soul/
In fact reincarnation advocates actually think the soul is eternal/
Fuck I'm tired of this soul after just 29 years so maybe it should burn up in hell/
and let me pick up a new one, why do want the soul to be eternal anyway/
just throw it away and say we didn't
just say we wiill try our best when in reality it's finished/
Let's make up a story about a soul and a white bearded man in the clouds protecting it/
and if we disobey him then we will burn in hell or some shit/

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

it's like I just want to stay distracted/
cause I've exacted a toll on my soul/
or society has or option see it has, as well
I'm so lonley I don't even want to be wiith myself anymore
I just want to be safe in my own skini/
on a diffrent day
if I swas safe ini my own skin
then I wouldn't feel/
lost and so frightened
but this is today/
and I'm lost in my own skini/
and I'm so lonelyu I don't even want to with myself
anymore/
okay, those weren't my words those woere Didos
hellifino, I'm high though/
that's no lie though/
you know/
mind is drifting far fdid I mention/
I'm faced with indecision/
lot of stuff I say
but I won't say it
cause I don't know if that menas
I won't say it cause it's not true
or becuase it's jus confused/
but the stressed verse
seems to be what they m,most thirst/
Ii know a lot of stuff
and I will be able to fill up
and know it, and become a poet
of this life
once I get back to living right/
but this is still me
I shouldn't deny it/
but I want to hide from it/
my pride is confronted/
ran into dr. kema
and wiihsed I could run from it/
cause he's done it
tp me before/
made me wish like newver befroe
that I could do over this shit
beggin god like never before/
it's alright

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

that's why he liked her cause her face was like her daughters/
Loved her to the death, and that love made him a martyr/
Died from having loved to much, didn't want to touch the depths of soul/
As he grew old, the soul stretched to mountains high and valleys low/
but to be comfortable with such depths is a quest an adventure/
I want to give myself a turbo booster, sitting on a rocket to the moon/
Cause I've consumed all the nutrients of self, and I'm full and finished, trust me/
but I must be overeating, my stomach needs to be filled with so much more/
hungrier as time passes, this stomach becomes a landfill, so keep dumpin/
I'm slumpin my shoulders as I'm off into something wishin life would quit comin

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

if I embrace my depths once more on this quest for the next thing/
to see what it does bring, one thing then another/
Master Ace made an album called another hott summer/
The old self has an old conscious and it's long and goes on/
and on and on and on strong but not much wonder/
even though I'm a wanderlust, I must move out from under/
the trappings of my past mental field, like clothes that no longer fit/
like a crib that's too small, like everything stopped growing but my head/
or my heart, or my stomach, or my chest, unless it gets embraced

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

another year, another mistake, I guess that's my fate
happens to everyone underneath the sun
and as one more year goes by it's one more reason why
we wish we had done x instead of y
never getting to perfect as many times as we try
that's life I know it
but why do we deny it
instead of grow from it
and accept it in full embrace
and face the heavy scale
of another year of regrets
and another year of bad checks
and another year of cancelled dreams
every year is filled with every thing/
everything good or bad
but we get old and think life stops
but it won't stop and it won't quit
mistakes aren't just for youth
and neither is confusion
it's an allusion to expect otherwise
but that's what we've been doing

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

Another year, another season, another mistake/ and why not? I'm still breathing/ that means I'll be seeing more good and bad, it's ying and yang/ yet that's not saying I'm taking it lightly/ it's actually pain and I'm saying this again/ but this time I embrace it, and face it/ My body doesn't grow anymore/ still wearing the clothes of my youth/ I'm still hearing the music of attitudes that have long past/ Because alas my brain grew and soul is beholden to deeper depths/ unless I accept that every year brings a new test, a new quest/ then at best I'll just be sitting on a throne of past pride/ but it's time to hide no more behind that shadow, and peer out into a more extensive existence and fit into a knew subconscious and try on the garment of wisdom

[Sccit]

it's fall 2011 n all who doubted my pennin'
yall about to be shredded - mauled, drowned, & beheaded
i've installed a mouth on my engine, no stallin when spoutin my venom
i'm ballin - out with the dwellin, avoid fallin out of contention
never fallin out of my comfort zone
i'm all about the love, i'm stoned off a dub, i'm blown
i love homegrown, all i need, some weed - some blunts, a zone
and some big ol titties to be rubbin on