more weirdness

[BONeZ]

the soundtack to my misery keepin me entertained
then they hit me with that seventies and its driving me insane
awake
eyes wide shut
got them blinders on
and all i got runnin through my head is the words to that fuckin song
set it up so long ago its hard to tell whats real
consequences bearin down on me till im not sure how to feel
should i try and escape or put my hand up
i know what im guilty of
im shame
guesse ill just have to keep lookin over my shoulder till im introduced to the pain
so yesterdays a distant memory till tomorrow comes around
im catchin eerie feelings like i can hear without a sound
they used to drop subliminal hints
now everythings outright
gotta try and remain calm throughout these evil days and nights
i was ignorant
blind to the extant of their reach
part of me wants to run and hide the other side wants to preach
feelin trapped in a system that seeks to keep me down
so i counted all my blessings knowing theres still more to be found
conflicting voicesw in my head are confusing me
so i wait
hoping when i realise whats right
it wont be too late......