Author Topic: Karma Suits Ya  (Read 295 times)

EC

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Karma Suits Ya
« on: November 10, 2019, 07:36:35 PM »

I can hear em callin it karma as if they’ve never done no wrong
Then they start comparing bad decisions as if there’s some kinda measure that depends upon
Which misdeeds were worse
Who’s the bigger fool
Coz only a fuckin idiot would willingly be so cruel
I hear em justify abuse whilst I just put up my hand
I have wronged
I am remorseful
I don’t expect anyone to understand
I’m not trying to sugar coat it
I don’t demand forgiveness from any man
If you choose to hate me that’s my fate because of late I just feel damned
I don’t wanna surround myself with reminders of my faults
I wanna grow
Excel
Move on
Seems others just can’t let go
And I can’t judge them all
I judge people to determine safety or a risk
Unfortunately I’ve already proven to be a risk when I was childish
Even in adulthood I’ve wronged others
With much regret
I can’t turn back time to act wiser
My enemy refuses to forget
I guess I’m dwelling on misfortune
They’re obsessed with how I’ve wronged
They want revenge
I just want life to end
I’ve no safe place to belong
Some have made it obvious that they intend to interfere
Gaining access to my premises
Tap my phone and internet to make me fear
I actually find it agitating
I mean
Sure
It does disturb
And yes
I get quite anxious
Which delights these Devils who expect me to accept their every word
I can’t prevent the risk
Tried barricading doors
Pathetic attempts at protection
So I give up
I’ve got no more
I can’t stop anyone or anything from being used against
Again
They call it karma as if they’ve never made mistakes.