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Ebony Bree Caple

New Shit (Starting A Thread)
« on: February 21, 2021, 07:02:13 AM »
I’m serious
Feelin’ delirious
No peers to trust
It’s just us
No fear
Just lust
Hear us?
So
I’m kinda bent
Don’t fit the mould made of cement
It’s not flexible like my vocab
Just another means of hate that won’t relent
Yeah
I’m serious
Feelin’ delirious
No fear in us
No peers
Just lust
So
Apparently Adams apple was a pleasure to the eye of the lady who so lustfully had designs on God’s demise
Serious?
You think I’m delirious
Coz there’s no fear in us
No peers to trust
Just lust
Nevermind
I’m over the guessing games and doctor Who
I’m over everything and everyone including you
Just using y’all to my advantage
As little as that may be
But you the top dog
Why you so irritated?
I’m not the world’s first flea
I’m not the one Poppin pussy for a fee when you can get a fuck for free
So
I’m seriously delirious
Betcha thought I had hopes of the whole world fearin us
Me?
With no peers to trust
No love to call my own
Just lust
Come on now
Get a grip
On something other than a gun or ya piddly little dick
You can’t be that quick if you saw a gold mine in this chick
Must be a chump chasing spare change off this deranged skitz
Serious?
And I’m delirious?
Had the top dog fearin us?
Now I’m a dog to peers?
No trust
Just lovin’ myself but I’ve confused my love of others with being used and abused?
That’s lust.


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Ebony Bree Caple

Re: New Shit (Starting A Thread)
« Reply #1 on: February 21, 2021, 07:17:38 AM »
Hallucinating Satan on A Sunny Sunday Eve
Pure massacre blaring in the air
Sadistic screams begat by fiends who lust for blood and gore and war and more but never quelled despite the deliverance of innocence straight into the lairs of Hell
Wandering in the wild of times where wild things just don’t grow
Nowhere to go
No way to know until you find out or are shown just how low they’ll go to get a show so sick you’ll shiver
Fear
No near and dear to keep you comforted
Only eternal pain and tears
Returning to the mornings glow
Abound in fruit of favour
Admist the pain and blood stained snow you’ll never meet your saviour so savour the lies and fallacies
The goodbyes
Forget me knots
Relish in the hellish pleasantries that steer you from the docks
Unfortunately there’s a night that seems to come to quick and last forever
Darkness
Surrounding everything
Like water stains the leather
It’s an eye sore but you can’t see the next step afront
Turn back
Too late
You’ve lost your place and can’t recoup the trodden tracks
Enviable
Never
Frightened
Sure
But good tries to prevail
It’s a tired tale
Of have nots and wanting
Everythings for sale
Your soul is prized
They’ll seek it in your final hour free
Then it’s back to the nightmarish reality where nothings as it seems
Just another hallucination
I’ll try to say it simply without the chill
Psych ward Nazi
Woodshed in the bush
Or just for thrills
Frog stomp
Which is basically bite the curb
The others are pretty plain
That’s the choices I had the other day when I was crazy and deranged


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Ebony Bree Caple

Re: New Shit (Starting A Thread)
« Reply #2 on: February 21, 2021, 07:50:07 AM »
Yes
He still comforts me
Brings me joy I can’t describe
He’s a cheeky lil Devil too
God I’m sprung
The way I smile
He plays me all so easily
Then cries victim
He’s a pimp
Has me wetter than a waterfall then goes back to actin simp
Nah
For real
He make me cry sometimes
Describes his pain silently
He don’t wanna be a burden but somehow he set me free
He wanna play white boy on occassion
Wanna test this bitch n shit
I’m like
It’s cool
I’ll just play groupie and get ya back ya lil trick
Last night he wanted to pretend he was ice cube
Fuck
He tried
But he switches it up so much he can’t keep account of all his lies
One time he acted ugly
Like so ugly
I just shrugged
I said “Im no Beyonce”
Then he went back to actin thug
I don’t play him back
I just call him out
And laugh at all his games
Seriously?
You cunts think I’m deranged!
So back to the sweet caresses
I kid you not
He started acting like I was just using him for sex
I’m fuckin off!
He askin me for head tonight but I told him he’ll have to wait
You watch
Tomorrow night he gonna be runnin through the gate
I knew he was gonna be clever
True God
He is wise
Funny in the head and shit
Got all kinds of disguise
I tell him soon as he makes his presence felt
I don’t wanna know who it is
Then he make my heart straight melt
I don’t care if this is some kinda imagination running wild
If my mind can manifest a man then I’m all ears and eyes
He’s gentle
He says sorry
He’s staunch and shit
Not weak
When I was homeless the other week I didn’t want him on the street
But when I got back to my bed he come along
And it was straight back to the passion
Seriously
He’s like a song
I should sing along


« Last Edit: February 21, 2021, 08:03:38 AM by Ebz »
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Ebony Bree Caple

Re: New Shit (Starting A Thread)
« Reply #3 on: March 04, 2021, 04:16:36 AM »
(I've just acquired my very own long term apartment)

Once you were a memory
So heavenly to me
Today you seem to be my destiny

Like a heart weighed pon a feather the scales have tipped
I'm favoured
True
And I honestly think you've promised more honour than is due

Still

I'm grateful
Never hateful
Eternally
We've won once more

Despite the sin
We've come to win another unjust war

So thank you
Yes
I'm grateful
Never hateful
How could I be when you've shown
A gift so everlasting
A home
To call my own

✌🏻🤲🏻🙏🏻
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