Where am I ?

[Clarence]

Rabbit hole lead me here think I might stick around
As I sit here contemplating realty 
where am I going on this Odyssey but I haven’t left my bed
A sea of profound uncertainties trapping me this wight makes it hard to breathe my stomach feels like it’s gonna bleed it’s like everyones needs something from me
but they don’t see that i just need serenity shit it hurts knowing you’re bros ain’t you’re bros just some fake hoes  it is what it is tho
I’m gonna live learn earn if I burn then it’s my turn I’ve been in the dirt feel like I should be six feet in the earth maybe then I won’t feel a thing
it’s like I’m always hurting
looking over my shoulder you see because I think there all out to get me
Oh fuck I think There gonna kill me why the fuck  can’t I breathe probably all the
Screaming for god  I don’t know the reason he silent
tormented by this violence Found a way to fight it  I’m just talking
therapy sessions evolving
 I don’t mean to alarm you this shit been eating me
I just needed to get it out of my system  I’ve been traumatized self medicating everyday
Fighting this pain inside I don’t want to die  I’m struggling way to fucking high this time correlation concerning me that I’ve done to much to give up so please forgive me if I slip up everyone screaming
Please Put down the loaded gun and see someone
I’ve been in a rut Devil telling me I should give up
He said I’m never gonna make it even if fake it so just lay there and take it you aint shit just face it