"Where does it end!?" by Indecisive

[Inspectah]

"Where does it end!?" the feeling of depression?/
Should i wait til the final hour, to learn my lesson?/
When we people notice my cries? i've shown every expression/
I just want to be heard and understood, thats my only intention/
I dont feel sorry for myself, i just hate feeling like this/
People never see that i keep it all in, never take action with my fists/
I feel like a sponge, i listen to others feelings and deal with mine simultaneously/
Now i want someone to catch me when i fall, someone who listens to me/
I've dealt with so much in my life, you would think im moving backwards/
I dont feel the pain, struggle, lonelyness til i've been ditched, all comes afterwards/
I started writing this when i was feeling low, and i remembered the meaning/
Now i've been drawn away again, til the next time i get the feeling/
Its upside down the way my emotions get noticed/
Only time i get shit off my chest, is when im focused/
When people get in my war path, my releasing of pains at its slowest/
Will people sit down and listen to my feelings, all i want is for them to know this/

Im lying for my parents, i feel im doing this alone/
Im crying for a purpose, but from it i have grown/
Im writing to express the feelings i've shown/
Im sighing coz no matter who's there, im fighting this on my own

[Inspectah]

Just incase nobody saw this?
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