Beep Beep Love Renaissance

[TraceOneInfinite]

There's music to my ears
for the first time in years
seemed the doors closed shut
Lockdowns, masks,
but it was like nobody gave a fucc
Everyone thought it was all okay
Everyone turning fag
and all those in office were gay
Kind of odd like the world had went away
I converted to a flat world
didn't believe in viruses
would pass by flowers
and couldn't see the Iris
I couldn't feel any vibes
I lost so many friends
and didn't even care
because what does it matter
in the ends
must have tried everything
to again awaken up that vibe again
but nothing would quite do
until I met you it all became so simple
It was as present in your face as a dimple
It was as clear as the clarity of your eyes
I don't have to think to even write these lines
When before it would have taken the force
of a thousand lions just to get me out
of bed and make me keep trying
in this shit life in this body of this
guy who was named Brian
by a mother and a non-biological father
who wouldn't even answer the phone
if I was calling and I'd tried all these years
to pacify relationships even when they weren't working
just cause I was still trying to be a decent person
but the situation just only worsens
and I'm hanging on by a thread
and fantasaizing of suicide
and puttin it all to an end
before Bill Gates closes the gates
on all of us once again, and AI
takes over and we only see masks
and never see peoples faces again
and then this woman comes in
and suddenly my heart beats again
and my thoughts can walk
and my body can move
and I have some strength in these limbs
and I remember that with inspiration
it's not so hard to be living again
like maybe life isn't so bad after all
when she is holding my hand
and when she is loving me with
a love that is more clear than
a crystal and pierces the ear like a whistle
she's the spark of electricity and voltage shocks
I had started to think that love is not
nothing more than something forced
like as if I could will it into being
if I could just present the right words
and get someone to play to play along
long enough for that love to spring and blossom
those were my thoughts, I'd think often
of past love and think maybe it was my age
I'd think maybe time had passed me by
and I was at another stage or another page
and that the world had all totally changed
but somehow love is still the same
I wouldn't believe it if you told me it's true
I wouldn't believe that there was still something
that could wash away all the old and again make new
but that's what I think of when I think about you
this is what you did to me, if it was anyone else
I wouldn't feel this close to ecstasy
if it was anyone else I would feel it would
all just disapear instantly, but with you I feel
a fullness like as if it was meant for me
like as if life just has seasons and this a season
like seasons I had before like the Spring of 96'
back when the world twisted and stretched
out towards me an Olive Branch and all the
cosmic tumblers clicked in unison
to pierce the clouds and open the skies
for the sun to enter in again and shine its rays
and enlighten me for long enough to not
feel it's only a phase that will pass in days
but you produce a fullness of feeling
and a fullness of being and a fullness of thought
I didn't believe was possible, and strength
to overcome any obstacle, which is why
when people talk of love they often
look up at the stars and look up at the skies
and an empty heart always denies
but a true one can recognize it's
like we harmonize as if we were one.

[Sccit]

beep beep
who got the keys to the jeep?
the cheese for the trees
and a bleez to appease 
freeze on yo knees
as you squeezin on deez
pucker up..
we got yo girl suckin nuts
fuckin sluts.. it’s sccit and infinite what the fuck?
you very vital like the last lighter
and never takin shit cuz u not an ass wiper
only the flows that we chose to impose can lift me
just stay alive don’t take the dive u still can thrive past 50

[TraceOneInfinite]

beep beep
who got the keys to the jeep?
the cheese for the trees
and a bleez to appease 
freeze on yo knees
as you squeezin on deez
pucker up..
we got yo girl suckin nuts
fuckin sluts.. it’s sccit and infinite what the fuck?
you very vital like the last lighter
and never takin shit cuz u not an ass wiper
only the flows that we chose to impose can lift me
just stay alive don’t take the dive u still can thrive past 50

Good shit my dude you hit all the right notes lyrically

[TraceOneInfinite]

Changed up my style form and function
Before couldn't form a conjunction
or connection, from the days of early 96'
When MC Lyte plays on my tape deck
and stays in rotation as I went with Justin
to go see Sunset Park, and world was in function
and justice and strength, as the spring sprung
and my phone rung with a call from my girl Felice
The bees honey and milk gettin it like Too Short
but still it wouldn't stay, because as Pac died
and Jay-Z came to be an elite emcee with Puff Daddy
standing on the cover of Rolling Stone as the King
The dream soon faded, and descended into a state of anger
Till I'd pass by the same faces from school
Playing Eminem's words is weapon showing um the finger
My anger lingered in languish and built to a maximum
started following Malcolm X turned to Allah and asking him
to elevate my status and change my style overtook me
Went from clashing with my peers to clashing with the century
Trying to revert to the Ottoman Era of a hundred years passed
Till I landed flat on my back at the age of 25 left to ask
what had become of my life divorced not once but twice
and nothing but failure in my career wasn't right
till I started to heal to the words of Libertarian scholars
and things started to come back right and proper
till I lost my way again as Coward-19 era began
and a suffering and stiflin' of life and minds I never imagined
Took place and threatened to wipe out the whole human race
and replace us all with A I, things seemed bleek and I
only planned to fullfill my plan to die soon enough at 50
Till a beep beep stop at the light hit me, and I saw her eye
and I caught her lashes, and everything's been flowers
and rainbows since then I ask if it ever really needed to happen
those sad states of mind, all the anger and all the hate I ask
I think that I could have always been on the right side of tracks
When I drove by my class playing on the volleyball court
I gave them the finger and told them fucc u of course
but I could have been nice and decent like early 96 when I think with
the way MC Lyte speaks with authority "B-Boy where the fucc you at?"
my call and my wake up to a better state of mind to shake up, level up
raise up and rise and run to murmering sea, it could all end tomorrow
but thank you to Allah for these past two months that you have given me

 

[TraceOneInfinite]

Mayday nineteen eighty five
A big day to be alive
Fruit loops and lucky charms
She always runs automatically into my arms
Like Cindy Lauper time after time
Whether I’m good or bad
It’s me that she always seems to find
Till the flower 🌼 builds up bloom to blossom
And awesome it is like James Earl Jones says
In field of dreams when all the cosmic
Tumblers click into motion and the clouds
Peel back long enough for the light to kick in
While Bill James writes of the field of ignorance
And George Brett hits homeruns
Bill James places pearls in the sun
That come and visit me one by one
Till a garden of Eden appears
As I approach the canteen of candied dreams
And flowers in the field give yield
To a new season and the Umpire says “play ball”
The mother tells the daughters to play
And outside the shade the peeks in mid-day
The entertainer entertains and the show is un ruined
And once again it’s proven beyond reproach
The luckiest bloke to ever behold her
A raisin in the sun garden of Eden and Heaven
And a new love story that has only just begun