Torture

[Ebony BONeZ]

So the Devils want me to suffer
Suffer I will
It’s not going to make a fig of a difference to humanity
It’s just going to add to the incessant devilry and destruction on the earth
And just as none of you scum suckers know anything about the suffering of others most people won’t be aware of me
I know you are all living in a bubble where evil rules so I’ll just continue to be a good person until otherwise provoked
This will be my outlet for frustration instead of my constant online outbursts and I genuinely hope you’re just as offended invading my privacy as you were when I was abusing my online privileges
I’ve deleted my social media
I’ve begun the process of eliminating unnecessary people taking up space in my life
Soon I’ll be cutting off toxic family members
I’m pretty much a sitting duck and everyone knows yet none of them are very convincing when they try to make me feel inept for pointing out the fact that I’m at risk
I guess this is just my lot in life
Contemplating setting my apartment on fire so no Devil can live here since I can’t live here
I’m still gonna get fucked up
Also contemplating withdrawing all my money and throwing it in the air in a public place
Probably won’t but I’m thinking about it
Apparently I’m not allowed privacy so I’ll make it extremely clear that although I may be forced to say otherwise at some point in the future, right here, right now I wish nothing but absolute Hell upon my foes

I know all these petty little instances haven’t been for nothing and it has proven that I will never be safe and I’m extremely wary of absolutely everyone I engage with from professionals and neighbours to family and famous people
I don’t have any desire to keep up the charade

I won’t be answering any phone calls and if people actually get me to open the door I’m just going to tell them I’m unwell and don’t want to talk

I’ve been rejected so many times you think I’d be well versed in the get lost speech but I’m actually quite timid

I think the only reason some people even want to engage with me is to stand over

Personally I’m just wishing eternity on you all

My hell will feel neverending
You’ll live a life of luxury
Tables turn
I think I missed the memo where you’re supposed to be exactly the same as your enemies regardless of the situation
Right now my WC voices are threatening me with torture like they advertise in the Netherlands and apparently he’s invited his son to join him

Then I’ve got him and Cube deliberating whether they’ll start me off in the brothel

Regardless
I’m not safe and I absolutely refuse to believe it’s justified
I know everyone else knows but me and I could have a whinge about being kept in the dark but to be really honest I kinda appreciate that I’ve been able to salvage a little innocence

We really don’t live in the same world

[Bossplaya369]

Whats its all about?