Blaze ya Dead Homie----stops rapping....Again

[_That_Cracka_J]

I know just about everybody in here doesn't know who the fuck Blaze is, but if by some chance somebody does, here's what he wrote:

SUP? IT’S THE 29TH, AND IM HERE TO DROP SOME PERSONAL NEWZ TO THE JUGGALO WORLD! IT’S TAKEN ME A LONG TIME TO COME TO THIS CONCLUSION IM GETTING’ READY TO DROP ON YA! WELL, AS OF LATE, I’VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A SLUMP OR, FAZE IN MY LIFE – (IN ONE HAND I GOT MY CURRENT LIFE, WHICH IS FULL OF SO MUCH CHAOS, AND GRIEF, THAT IT’S HARD TO BREATHE) – (AND IN THE OTHER HAND I GOT MY LOVE FOR YALL = THE JUGGALOS!) NOW, I KNOW THAT MY TRUE ASS JUGGALOS, AND JUGGALETTES WILL HAVE MY BACK FOR ETERNITY NO MATTER WHAT I DO IN LIFE, AND KNOWING THAT SOMEHOW TAKES THE EDGE OFF SAYING WHAT I GOTTA SAY. AFTER THE GRAND RAPIDS SHOW LAST WEEK, I SAT DOWN WITH VIOLENT-J AND, TALKED WITH HIM OVER MY CURRENT SITUATION, MY LACK OF HEART, AND DRIVE IN MY OWN SHIT – I DON’T KNOW WHY, THAT’S JUST THE WAY I BEEN FEELIN’ LATLEY. J TOLD ME IF MY HEART ISN’T IN IT, THEN MAYBE I SHOULD GO HOME AND REALLY THINK ABOUT SHIT, AND BELIEVE ME THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I DID… THINK! I THOUGHT ABOUT MY UPCOMING RELEASE, AND HOW IT’S BEEN RECORDED FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW, I THOUGHT ABOUT MY FUTURE, AND IF IT WILL BE WORTH WAITING FOR, AND I THOUGHT ABOUT MY AFFILIATION TO THE JUGGALO WORLD! THAT’S THE PART THAT I WENT OVER AGAIN, AND AGAIN – HOW WOULD I FEEL RELEASING AN ALBUM TO MY FAMILY, WHEN I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF IM HONESTLY FEELIN’ THE RAPPER GIG ANYMORE. I THINK A LOT OF THE SHIT I BEEN THINKIN’ ABOUT IS THE REASON WHY I NEVER GET ANYTHING DONE, I MEAN COME ON, WHAT HAPPENED TO MY WEB SITE? – I’LL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED TO IT – I NEVER DID IT, I WAS TOO BUSY WRITING, RECORDING, AND TRYING TO SCHOOL SOME MERCH – DEAD OR NOT – I’M ONLY ONE NINJA, AND I CAN ONLY DO SO MANY THINGS. EVERYBODY THINKS THAT IT’S THE EASIEST THING IN THE WORLD TO BE AN ARTIST, BUT IF YOU REALLY KNEW ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES THAT ENTAILS, YOU WOULD HAVE A TOTAL NEW RESPECT FOR NINJAS LIKE TWIZTID, AND ICP WHO COMPLETELY SCHOOL ALL THEIR SHIT THEMSELVES. BOTTOM LINE THAT’S A LOTTA SHIT TO HANDLE FOR A GUY WHO HAS NEVER HELD A STEADY JOB FOR MORE THAN 2 & ˝ DAYS – BUT, SERIOUSLY WHAT I THINK I’M SAYIN’……………. NO, WHAT I KNOW IM SAYING IS AFTER THIS YEAR’S GOTJ, BLAZE YA DEAD HOMIE IS GONNA RETURN TO THE GRAVE! I DON’T KNOW FOR HOW LONG BUT, AT THE CURRENT TIME IT’S FEELIN’ LIKE FOREVER YALL. DON’T EXPLECT THE COLTON GRUNDY CHARACTER TO SURFACE EITHER, IM SERIOUS! THIS SHIT IS REAL FOR ME – IT’S MY LIFE OR, DEATH RATHER IN THIS SITUATION. I PUT THAT PART IN THERE FOR ANYBODY WHO WANNA SPECULATE THAT I’MA SWITCH NAME AND DROP SOME SHIT – AIN’T GONNA HAPPEN ANY TIME SOON – KNOW THAT! ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THE SITUATION IM STILL A JUGGALO – ME CHRIS, YEAH DAT’S MY NAME FO TREAL, AND I PLAN TO STAY DOWN WIT THE FAM FOR EVER, LOOK FOR ME TO STILL BE ON THE HOT-LINE’S, WEB-SITE, N’ ALL DAT – BUT AS CHRIS NOT BLAZE, GRUNDY, CANDY BALLZ, OR, LARRY NIBISKO. IM STILL DOWN WIT ICP & TWIZTID – NONE OF THAT HAS CHANGED BUT, I THINK I WANNA BE BACK ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STAGE, LOOKIN’ TOWARDS IT – NOT LOOKING FROM IT – YA FEEL ME!!

THE FAM 4 EVER!

CHRIS R. (AKA) BIG-C


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