Author Topic: I:\ Reflecting In Your Eyes (Read 106 times)

OLD ACCOUNT PLZ DELETE INDY · « **on:** March 08, 2004, 04:23:14 PM »

This is just a piece about my girl and my mother... check it.

To, you i write this in hope you will hear.
Im worried about your health, every day i just fear.
That the next you wont be there, and i'd of been stressed.
We'd argued previous and left each other depressed.
I dont know how to react to your demands and rules.
Sharing abuse from "fuck you" to acting just like fools.
I dont see how you can "trust" me when you act how you do.
When i tell you onething, you have to ask my nan too.
When you were away, she looked out for me, you interfered.
Veryfing when my own dinners ready over the fone to be cleared.
Like i wouldnt know when its done, or bin intouch with my nan.
Your in london, but you cant keep outa my life, and ruin it when you can.
It wouldnt be so bad, if you listened and took advice.
But i've been thru hell and back with you, and its about to be thrice.
Mum and Son shouldnt argue like this.
Shouldnt act on mood-swings and take the piss.
Wheres the bond we had, now your immature.
I tell you your own priorities, you just close the door.
Im in charge of my own life, and it feels like im dad.
Im the only parent listening to me, shit jus makes me sad.
Im sitting here now, just crying and i cant see.
How this will turn out inna few years, all left but no family.
Wherever you'll go with whom it be that you choose.
I just wish you'd not overlook me, and just walk in my shoes.

.....*whipes eyes* ... ahh shit this kinda gay.. haha.
im acting out what is happening.. how lame.

To my girl, who've i've recently just met.
I wanna give you the smilies, until your muscles just sweat.
It takes more to frown, but ima be wide eyed with you.
Ima treat u with the respect you deserve, i wont abuse or hit you.
You can trust me before meeting me, i'll just say that you can.
Ima give you a hug, with open arms, next thing holding my hand.
The clubs nights were cold, the only thing solid was my nipples.
Haha thats kinda funny but not as much as our humour just rippled.
You endulged in my past, and i listened to yours.
I cant find a fault in your ways, nothing but truth with no flaws.
When i look into your eyes, i see the reflection of smiling.
Outcomes the bruised emotions that were once hiding.
Seeking and finding someone to cherish them.
Your brighter than the star to me, than the one in bethlehem.
I put my life onnit, that no matter what happens, i'll always have a soft spot.
Your put my kneck under tension, as my collar got hot.
I see you walking down the street and i yelled "fine".
Funny how things change, to sooner the better you are mine.
Whats mine is yours, and whats yours is your own.
Im telling you of our bond in the future, and how much it wolda grown.
I believe in god, coz your an angel sent down, and i managed to touch you.
If i was down to one last breath sam, i would just say that i "love you".

... ahh thats better!