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I was in the "love writing" mood and i thought i'd just write up some shit that you've heard before well the story behind it all.. but use some more exotic words that I wouldnt usually use!

Check...

As i embrace my heart, which once layed on my sleeve.
My mind churns memories past, leaving my feelings to greave.
The attention now lost, only available in a small dose.
For i need the feeling of warmth from someone who's grown close.
Before i was trapped between "love" and the right to be "happy".
I thought they meant the same thing, then the doubt snatched-me.
Seems as i was a cause with possible solution, but i refused help.
I wouldnt listen to my conscience let alone anyone else.
But emotion affected my health, and everyway that i was living.
She kept kreeping back into my thoughts, in real life forgiving.
Carrying on down the same alley, which raped me of my right.
The right to feel free, like a bird without wings, no journey of flight.
Progressed to learn the hard way, and force myself into fear.
Of what the consequence would be, if i was to no longer shead tears.
Give up on our chance to be together, and let our sound turn silent.
We'd argue, other people would get involved, and u'd remain defiant.
Serve your wishes, as i am mine now and forever may i rid this pain.
I wont reminise your name anymore, now i can finally smile again...

.... ( the next verse is about the present gf )

I wish i could clutch the hands which i've just found invading.
Formed a smile on my face taking, butterflies and im now shaking.
Anticipating the return of my vision as i wake for a new day.
Hoping everything to turn out how it never has, in my dreams i'd pray.
When will i see you again??? i hope you werent in the dream i had.
Pinched myself to check, and im still focusing on you, this tears not sad.
It symbolises the anniversary since i was this happy, shedding the past.
You entered my "zone" without permission, but you seemed to of crashed.
So i'll accept a V.I.P, and you took advantage and liked what you saw.
You'd txt me when i was bored, and that you'd wanna see me some more.
Of course i'd ablige and offer a date set, feels like when me and my first mate met.
We didnt know what to say! Instead we let the feeling take us thru the moment.
Now i feel alone to sell myself to you, grab ahold of your weakness and own it.
Lower your defences, let me get behind the reputation that guards your feelings.
I'll embevel my lust apon you, every touch reaching climax which all have meaning.
To the clouds you've taken me, im floating and high off the air i breathe.
I dont wanna come down, i've never smiled so much, my hearts not on my sleeve...

[Dreamz]

That Was Deep I Felt Ya

[bez]

doppppe.