: ITS TRAGIC : PLZ READ

[Inspectah]

its tragic this damage between ur hips turned spastic. ~
excess baggage, ending severe and savage, to hear of this miscarriage. ~
but what do i do? ~
do i stand next to my boo, who has 3 daddies to choose? ~
shall we just flip for it, or will a dna match give us some clues? ~
you dont care do you?
what i say has no bearing in ur heart, you dont care its true. ~
none of us knew, but some of us prove, no matter we still here. ~
made myself clear to you dear, but im filled with fear in each tear. ~
why am i scared? ~
no illusion we shared a minor blood transfuzion, what diseases we shared? ~
you dont know coz you wouldnt go and throw yourself at a clinic. ~
when its the best place to be, id stay over night to get you innit. ~
my life your within-it, dont walk out of it leaving me unhappy. ~
for all i know i killed, without knowing my chances of being a daddy. ~
can i forgive myself? ~
neglecting the unknown presence of it, un-aware like everyone else. ~
but if it helps, i have no wealth, but i'll make sure i provide for this kid. ~
im still coming to terms, with the possible germs caught because what u did. ~
how could u do this? ~
when i gave you a kiss, felt so loved now i just see my enemies on you. ~
im dredding the resenting my body will take to this depression medicine you got me on to. ~

to be continued... x

i wanna re-write, and recite last nights fright thats just past. ~
the feeling of fresh healing apon my body you've now cast. ~
everlast this memory as it will line a scar so embedded inside me. ~
thinking that before this way back, how the past could here after deny me. ~
a chance to be something that i was never given for long enuff. ~
the trust, a strong love with an outta crust, over taken my lust now touched. ~
consider the re-precussions? ~
one quick breathe to a depth of inner disbelief as i felt dizzy with concussion. ~
a combustion, of too much blood flowing fluxtion causing a panic attack. ~
now a result of neglegence, this strength represents a temporary set back. ~
so why did you lie? tell me you got checked and we carried on fine. ~
no one else but myself, with an affect on my health, you'd chosen mine? ~

to be continued ... x

[M Dogg™]

you have shown true skills in laying out you troubles. That was a great piece. One of the best I've seen from you. Keep this up, you have matured greatly since you were last here.

[Inspectah]

  .. sometimes ur feelings make u!! cruel world! thanx i appreciate ur words! x

[Kill]

yeah, it seems like you put alot into this, emotionally. the best lyrics are often the heart-felt ones that evolve directly from your situation and mindstate and this is an example. You have definitely improved since you came here or since i did respectively...props for this, feelin it man...peace

[Inspectah]

thnx buddy it means alot to me when vets take experience and put their wise words in their reviews i thank u friend x

[bez]

really felt that...The others have pretty much said it for me though.  Straight from the heart, emotional and deep as hell.  Good.

[Inspectah]

more feedback.. prolly my most serious time.. x