get ahead

[rafsta]

 i take big steps i want to be ahead of em all,
they thinkin they gonna avoid gettin the call,
life is a lesson and i learnt a major rule,
keepin away from strangers they stab u in 2's,
by stranger i mean ppl you have around but u dont know,
they hide their true self, wear a mask like a foe,
what they hide is beyond my knowing,
wont be quick to judge, i cant read what they showin,
too inconsitent with reality, they soul cant be flowin,
they planting bad seed, they keep waterin for growin
im not perfect i was once appart of the mistrust,
my brain was so clouded its like i couldnt spot distrust,
no beem of might comin thru, resemblin blue,
grey dull cold colours, personality infected with flu,
got past it, never looked back, sobered myself up now im not feelin wak,
times do come where i cant handle emotion, 
raise pen and pad, let the dope rhymes start flowin,
give me motive ill prove myself worthy,
show me unloyalty i will unleash the fury,
decided takin shit from blood suckers i dont need,
this time all ima give em is rolled up sleeves,
i am the best friend you will ever have,
but now made cautious as to whos back they will stab,
trust few your family the only havin your best interests,
always keep some shit on the side, or they eat it all like insects...
 
just a lil sumn i been thinkin about, hope yall feel it...
 
PEACE !!