him or you?

[hope glimmers]

i dont know what your thinking what you want and need
dont uderstand the thoughs inside ya or howyou bleed
but i know that i still love you with all that i am
are you for real this time or is it another scam
i dont know if i can throw everything away again
just for a chance yo finally attain
the love that fills my very being, all thats me
just tell me the truth, this is my plea
i wish things werent so complicated
but one day i wish we could procreate   (lookit up)
boy you know right now i just cant do anything
this guy want to give me a wedding ring
but hes going to fast, scaring me away
i dont wanna sound like a cliche
but your my everything, my mate
if only you had the nerve for a date
a little sooner, but just let me let him and i
fall apart its already at a start and ill do more than try
to do all i can to get back the man
the one i know, back in my plan



not done, kinda confusing, but im kinda confused, so its there.