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Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« on: April 24, 2014, 01:44:48 AM »
Hello.  I would appreciate it if you would not call and text my phone all day and not.  I am attending to various responsibilities here and whether or not you consider those things important they are actually more important to me than your constant angry phone calls, texts and voice messengers.  So if you don't mind, I would appreciate it if you could try and keep it to the minimum.  I am trying to be polite with you and I hope that whatever good manners you might have inherited in your upbringing may reveal themselves in this situation and that you may find some more worthwhile pursuits and constructive outlet for your anger.  I suggest hip-hop as a form of expression or submitting to Allah and converting to Islam.
« Last Edit: April 24, 2014, 01:54:26 AM by ابرهم عبدالصمد »
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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #1 on: April 24, 2014, 02:48:05 AM »
another post from the master troll, nice ploy for attention but you could have sent him a PM or even texted him back, the g-spot is not your personal outlet, especially since you said not later than yesterday

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I've always came to this forum for hip-hop purposes, and it's better for me not to get derailed from that

so even though it's an utter lie, try at least to be consistent with it, but from what i've gathered, consistency is not your forté
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #2 on: April 24, 2014, 03:08:12 AM »
another post from the master troll, nice ploy for attention but you could have sent him a PM or even texted him back, the g-spot is not your personal outlet, especially since you said not later than yesterday

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I've always came to this forum for hip-hop purposes, and it's better for me not to get derailed from that

so even though it's an utter lie, try at least to be consistent with it, but from what i've gathered, consistency is not your forté

So what would you do if a poster at the dubcc was sending you angry calls, voicemails and texts all day and night?
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #3 on: April 24, 2014, 03:13:55 AM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'. Why don't you just answer when he calls?
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #4 on: April 24, 2014, 04:42:16 AM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'. Why don't you just answer when he calls?

infinite is bi polar
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #5 on: April 24, 2014, 09:46:05 AM »
Nikky acting like a hurt bitch nothing new
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #6 on: April 24, 2014, 11:02:10 AM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'. Why don't you just answer when he calls?

Like I said, I don't know why you guys think I have all the time in the world to spend answering Sccits angry phone calls and listening to him curse me and tell me how I "don't know Allah" and how I "should've united with Petey" and how hard and gansta he is.....

I already talked to him twice like that, once by answering the phone and once through text.  I kind of think that once is enough, and if an angry stalker doesn't respect your wishes at that point then I think you try to movve on with your life.

Maybe you have time for such things but I don't. 
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"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #7 on: April 24, 2014, 11:09:58 AM »
Nikky acting like a hurt bitch nothing new

Exactly.  I even tried to level with him and tried to remind him that I come to the forum for hiphop purposes.  I even sent him a quote from thee legendary George Clinton explaining that "the art of rap is to get in eachothers face and say any and everything, and the one who gets mad first is the one who loses.  If your gonna get mad and wanna fight because someone had words with you then you could never make it in the streets".

I also tried in one phone call to compromise with the dude, and he still contended that I didn't "know Allah" and that I should "unite with Petey" and should of done this and should of done that and how hard he is and blah blah blah its the same shit... I got things to do, I. don't mind battlin or rappin with dude at the forums here and the Sauce but I also got shit to do when I log off the computer and can't be dealing with an angry stalker high off LSD
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"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #8 on: April 24, 2014, 11:47:03 AM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'

Ohh yeah... it was cool and we had stopped beefin.. the whole year we hadn't been beefin.  Then MC Striker (my son) wouldn't shout out Petey on a track and startin goin into how he doesn't eat the pig and the pig is nasty.  I mean I know my 7 year old son wanted to make a big impression on his first track so maybe he thought he had to come out dissin out the gates like 50 Cent on "How To Rob" but I don't think that MC Striker (my son) wouold have ever envisioned how devastated Sccit would be over all this and underestimated the level of intamacy and loyalty between Petey and Sccit.  You say shit abouit Petey and its as good as dissin Sccit.

So Sccits been angry ever since, more madd then I've ever seen him, and a diss from MC Striker to Petey is what sparked it...

« Last Edit: April 24, 2014, 11:49:26 AM by ابرهم عبدالصمد »
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #9 on: April 24, 2014, 12:45:43 PM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'. Why don't you just answer when he calls?

CUZ HE'S A FUCKIN PUSSY WIT NO BALLS. I CALLED HIM A COUPLE TIMES ONLY FOR THIS PUSSY TO CLICK AFTER 1 RING LIKE HE JUST SHIT HIS PANTS WHEN HE SAW MY NUMBER ON THE SCREEN. A REAL MAN JUST ANSWERS AND TALKS, THEY DONT RUN TO THE FORUM TO ADDRESS IT.


ALSO, HE DID TEXT ME BACK, HE'S JUST TRYNA PUT ON A SHOW FOR DUBCC, PUTTIN EXTRAS ON IT TO COVER FOR HIS BITCHASSNESS AND FEAR OF HAVIN A MAN-TO-MAN TALK...THIS IS WHAT HE SAID ABOUT WHY HE LIES ON DUBCC IN HIS SAD ATTEMPTS AT RETRIBUTION

 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #10 on: April 24, 2014, 12:56:33 PM »
ELol... Sccit thinks he is really livin the hustle life out in the Valley and that I'm puttin "extras" on it and tellin lies when I say that he's livin in Disneyland/Hollywood...

Obviously he isn't literally living inside Disneyland theme park and if he wasn't fuccin illiterate he would understand the hiphop twist I'm puttin on things and I shouldn't have to explain this shit to someone who considers himself a rapper but I sent him the text about "Ether" and tried to explain things to him and he still doesn't get it.

But go ahead Sccit, why don't you tell me where I have lied about you and I can explain hiphop101 to you cause there is definitely a loud ring of truth to all the shit I'm spittin, word is bond... 8)
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"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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« Reply #11 on: April 24, 2014, 01:06:18 PM »
OR WHY DONT U MAN UP AND COME BACK TO CALI WITOUT UR TAIL TUCKED BETWEEN YOUR LEGS SO I CAN SHOW U WHAT TIME IT IS
 

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« Reply #12 on: April 24, 2014, 01:12:23 PM »
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/v/62Cd7C7F_3M" target="_blank" class="new_win">http://www.youtube.com/v/62Cd7C7F_3M</a>

WOOOOOOOOOO.
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #13 on: April 24, 2014, 01:20:36 PM »
OR WHY DONT U MAN UP AND COME BACK TO CALI WITOUT UR TAIL TUCKED BETWEEN YOUR LEGS SO I CAN SHOW U WHAT TIME IT IS

Believe it or not I actually travel to try and have a good time/experience and not to confront a stalker who has already wasted enough of my time with angry phone calls, voicemails and texts sayin the same shit over and over
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #14 on: April 24, 2014, 02:05:23 PM »
LOL "STALKER", BITCH PLEASE, U WERE ON MY NUTS FOR 10+ YEARS TRYNA EMULATE MY EVERY MOVE, "SCCIT I LOVED U CUZZIN :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(" LIKE MUFUCKAZ DONT ALREADY SEE WHAT IT IS...I KNOW WHAT UR TRYNA DO, COMING TO DUBCC WIT THIS, TRYNA FLIP THE SCRIPT.. U CAN ONLY PLAY CATS LIKE MEYSA WHO DONT KNOW ME, BUT EVERY1 ELSE WHO SEEN THIS UNFOLD FROM THE INSIDE KNOW WHAT A LIL WEIRDO FRUITCAKE U ARE, AND U TURNIN ON THE ONE PERSON WHO TRULY HAD UR BACK THROUGH ALL OF IT ONLY GOES TO SHOW WHAT A PATHETIC MENTAL CASE OF A PUSSY U ENDED UP BEIN WHEN IT REALLY COMES DOWN TO IT.


CONFRONT ME LIKE A MAN OR STFU, PUSSY
 

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« Reply #15 on: April 24, 2014, 02:05:48 PM »
Why don't you take up mma or boxing fake tough guy
 

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« Reply #16 on: April 24, 2014, 02:10:22 PM »
THATS AN INTERESTING TAKE....SOMETIMES I TOO WONDER WHY U DONT TAKE UP GAY PORN IF U LIKE COCK IN UR MOUTH SO MUCH.
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #17 on: April 24, 2014, 02:47:23 PM »
LOL "STALKER", BITCH PLEASE, U WERE ON MY NUTS FOR 10+ YEARS TRYNA EMULATE MY EVERY MOVE, "SCCIT I LOVED U CUZZIN :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(" LIKE MUFUCKAZ DONT ALREADY SEE WHAT IT IS...

That's because I did have love for you dawg.. but you took my kindness for weakness is your 1rst problem in all this and your second problem is being illiterate and having no depth of understanding when it comes to hip-hop.  I guess that's why it's probably best you try to be a horrorcore rapper and go the ICP route with it, cause I'm tired of explaining hip-hop 101 to you.  

This dude is all on my nuts, still calling and texting me because my son made a little rap about Petey, or because I spit that he shouldn't act hard when his life is so soft, and that he lives in Disneyland or whatever....

HIPHOP101 - When Canibus disses LL and says "99 percent of your fans where high heals" does that mean that statistically exactly 99 percent of L.L.'s fans where high heals?  Of course not... there would be no way to calculate such a statistic in the first place... do you actually live inside Disneyland theme park?  Of course not.... but are you living in your parents million dollar home in the Valley and came up in a life that's about as hard as Alicia Silverstone in Clueless, yes that's a fact.

...this shit is not meant to be explained like this, so I'm done explaining to you...
« Last Edit: April 25, 2014, 02:37:18 PM by ابرهم عبدالصمد »
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #18 on: April 24, 2014, 04:11:44 PM »
LOL "STALKER", BITCH PLEASE, U WERE ON MY NUTS FOR 10+ YEARS TRYNA EMULATE MY EVERY MOVE, "SCCIT I LOVED U CUZZIN :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(" LIKE MUFUCKAZ DONT ALREADY SEE WHAT IT IS...

That's because I did have love for you dawg.. but you took my kindness for weakness is your 1rst problem in all this and your second problem is being illiterate and having no depth of understanding when it comes to hip-hop.  I guess that's why it's probably best you try to be a horrorcore rapper and go the ICP route with it, cause I'm tired of explaining hip-hop 101 to you.   

This dude is all on my nuts, still calling and texting me because my son made a little rap about Petey, or because I spit that he shouldn't act hard when his life is so soft, and that he lives in Disneyland or whatever....

HIPHOP101 - When Canibus disses LL and says "99 percent of your fans where high heals" does that mean that statistically exactly 99 percent of L.L.'s fans where high heals?  Of course not... there would be no way to calculate such a statistic in the first place... do you actually live inside Disneyland theme park?  Of course not.... but are you living in your parents million dollar mansion in the Valley and came up in a life that's about as hard as Alicia Silverstone in Clueless, yes that's a fact.

...this shit is not meant to be explained like this, so I'm done explaining to you...

first of all, i'm not even close to being illiterate. if anything, you're the one making grammatical/punctuation errors left and right, and if i'm not mistaking, you actually thought Europe was a country lmfao. you're the epitome of some1 who lacks common sense. my intelligence runs a whole lot deeper than yours, which is evident by this entire saga. being a square who reads of ton of books doesn't make you any smarter, my dude. intelligence comes from within. secondly, i'm also not a "horrorcore rapper"- LAMB has more weed songs than dark songs, so the entire premise of your go-to diss is flawed. I'm just as horrorcore as your idol, Eminem....third of all, I never once mistook your "kindness for weakness", I actually had nothing but respect for you as a homie, but then u went all insecure on me when I talked to u from the soul. when we talked on the phone, I never said you don't know allah. we all know allah, really. I said you were ACTING like you didn't know Allah when Petey reached out to you so that we could build instead of destroy, only for you to respond by dissing and even involving your seed in ur hateful ways of thinkin. That is the definition of not recognizing allah, which is all I said....and that still stands. honestly, how can u not agree?


and why are u still lyin? are u tryin ur hardest to live up to your "lyin brian" moniker? I haven't texted or called u since makin this thread, no need to TRY so hard :-X


also, if my life is so "easy" and I live in my "parents mansion" (more lies), then how come u never addressed any of that the last 3 times u came out to LA? back then it was "damn, sccit's the real deal, sccit's doin it big out in Cali, LAMB is livin the life makin moves 8) 8) 8) 8)" basically, what ur letting me (and the forum) know is that u were holding all this resentment in your heart the entire time that we were cool, only to let it out when things didn't go as you planned. that, my friend, is the epitome of bitchassness..on top of that, when you're dissing the valley, ur dissing MO, Klientel, G-Extravagant, amongst others, which is just more bitchassness, considering u were on all our nuts as LAMB's official mascot just a couple months back. if you truly believe in what you're currently doin, may God have mercy on your soul, brotha.
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #19 on: April 24, 2014, 05:00:07 PM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'

Ohh yeah... it was cool and we had stopped beefin.. the whole year we hadn't been beefin.  Then MC Striker (my son) wouldn't shout out Petey on a track and startin goin into how he doesn't eat the pig and the pig is nasty.  I mean I know my 7 year old son wanted to make a big impression on his first track so maybe he thought he had to come out dissin out the gates like 50 Cent on "How To Rob" but I don't think that MC Striker (my son) wouold have ever envisioned how devastated Sccit would be over all this and underestimated the level of intamacy and loyalty between Petey and Sccit.  You say shit abouit Petey and its as good as dissin Sccit.

So Sccits been angry ever since, more madd then I've ever seen him, and a diss from MC Striker to Petey is what sparked it...




I'm not snitch but I honsetly wish someone would report you to child services and get that kid in the hands of a responsible adult who can be a real father figure.  gonna take YEARS of therapy to straighten that kid out if it's possible.  I bet Brian plays him every clean version of a 2pac song out there thinking he won't pick up on the missing rhymes lol
 

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« Reply #20 on: April 24, 2014, 05:41:42 PM »
Elior's got you looking mad shook right now Brian.

Now I'm doubting you even know the fundamentals of hip hop.
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #21 on: April 24, 2014, 06:35:26 PM »
this is so manipulative a few months ago duke would probably take a day off work just to chop it up with nik now nik is a bother to him...not my biz so imma fall back all i know is for the past couple years nik held brian down, he backed him up even when his points of view were all kinds of fucked up just like most good friends would. these guys know each other in REAL LIFE. they've met and smoked etc. and that foundation of a friendship is being tossed aside so infinite can put on a display for all of yall to stroke his ego.

infinite i dont think your a bad person in the core of your soul but u need to get back on them meds or do whatever you gotta do to get your head right. you hold grudge and pain etc to close to your heart. you gotta learn to just let those destructive emotions and shit go and sweat the big things in life like your childs developmental progress and your goals and dreams in life being the best muslim/person/son/father/brother that you can be fam,z being consumed with internet bullshit will only blacken your heart more and keep you in traction as far as personal growth goes.


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« Reply #22 on: April 24, 2014, 06:39:34 PM »
^ real spit brobro


Infinite obviously needs some sort of diagnosis and to be medicated.  he's not a lost hope   (like OGCM is)
 

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Re: Sccit please stop calling and texting my phone day and night
« Reply #23 on: April 24, 2014, 11:02:09 PM »
why u b cryin in every posting holmes u sound like my campanera when she b halfing dat time of da month n shit
 

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« Reply #24 on: April 25, 2014, 03:58:03 AM »
I thought y'all just stopped beefin'

Ohh yeah... it was cool and we had stopped beefin.. the whole year we hadn't been beefin.  Then MC Striker (my son) wouldn't shout out Petey on a track and startin goin into how he doesn't eat the pig and the pig is nasty.  I mean I know my 7 year old son wanted to make a big impression on his first track so maybe he thought he had to come out dissin out the gates like 50 Cent on "How To Rob" but I don't think that MC Striker (my son) wouold have ever envisioned how devastated Sccit would be over all this and underestimated the level of intamacy and loyalty between Petey and Sccit.  You say shit abouit Petey and its as good as dissin Sccit.

So Sccits been angry ever since, more madd then I've ever seen him, and a diss from MC Striker to Petey is what sparked it...




I'm not snitch but I honsetly wish someone would report you to child services and get that kid in the hands of a responsible adult who can be a real father figure.  gonna take YEARS of therapy to straighten that kid out if it's possible.  I bet Brian plays him every clean version of a 2pac song out there thinking he won't pick up on the missing rhymes lol



this is not snitching, you just helping a child who could be damaged for rest of his life