My Confession

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

it's 100 lines long, so I'll post it in two parts.
i'll post the first half right now and after a bit of feedback i'll post the second half.
anyways, here goes:

MY CONFESSION (part 1)

[Intro]:
I gotta get this off my chest.
Finally gonna let you know.
I just want you to know that I hold nothing against you.
But I gotta let you know this all.

Now what I’m about to tell you might leave you in shock.
Well maybe not; cause the shock is what you already thought.
Baby girl I liked you; not just a little but quite a lot.
But let me tell you the story, beginning from the top.
You needed some advice is how this whole thing started off.
So I decided to help you with these personal probz.
And then it seemed as if you had all your problemz solved.
But I felt when you had probz, it was the only time we talked.
Then came your birthday; I debated to wish you or not.
So I did cause I didn’t want you to think I was a snob.
You acted really cold and then you quickly brushed me off.
I was like “whatever” and couldn’t really give a fuck.
Then our conversationz and communicationz had stopped.
Our friendship had become dead, as if it had gotten shot.
Next came my birthday, and like otherz you had forgot.
I’ve taken many blowz, but that one really hurt my heart.
A few weekz later, summer was done and school was gonna start.
I wasn’t sure if I was gonna talk to you or not.
But what I thought was “fuck it”; why bother holdin a grudge?
So we met and I acted like there was nothin wrong.
Then after a month, your problemz again came up.
And this time you couldn’t take it; you started to tear up.
This is when all my feelinz started becomin strong.
I then became one of those shoulderz for you to cry on.
Although it was premature, from you I hated bein far.
And I had dreamz of us bein one, ridin around in a car.
I had dreamz of us always together, never apart.
Even had dreamz that for ice, we would’ve gone to shop.
But back to reality, you stopped feelin like a star.
You felt so depressed that you thought you should go back to God.
I did what I could to make you realize you was hot.
And I wanted you to know you deserved the number one spot.
To put a smile on your pretty face, I made that my job.
I wanted to sweep you off your feet and steal away your heart.
Then while you were down, I started feelin really sad.
Cause I didn’t want you to frown, I wanted you to be glad.
I also wanted to hold you, and be with you real bad.
But we were two different types, like a dog and a cat.
For weeks, you saw that all the songz I listened to were sad.
So you asked me what was wrong, sayin “come on, tell me man!”
But I didn’t wanna say cause I felt like total crap.
You kept wantin to know my story and wouldn’t hold back.
So I finally gave up and told you but not like that.
I changed around the story a bit when we had our chat.
I gave you a fake name, fake description and everythang.
To your story, I made sure that nothin remained the same.
After that night, thingz between us had become really strange.
Didn’t know at the time you started to play your game.
Talked to me only when u needed me to do your favz.
Or whenever you needed help to get excellent gradez.

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here's the rest of it:

Some dayz you wanted chocolate, so to you I brought and gave.
Did that to show you that I wanted you to be my babe.
But whatever I did, you treated me like I was lame.
Then what I had found out was you had me totally played.
Let me explain, this goez back to the night I told you.
You thought I liked you, that’s what you had assumed.
And I did; but at the time I wanted to hide the truth.
Cause I didn’t want thingz to get nasty like the bird flu.
But you knew that I liked you, and so what did you do?
You used and abused me; and you played me like a fool.
And what I wanna tell you is watch who you trust too.
Cause behind your back you get shit-talked by a lot of dudez.
But I ain’t a rat so I won’t be mentionin who.
And eventually they will be confrontin you boo.
I kind of went off track so let me just continue.
Now you had crushed my heart by tellin me somethin new.
You did this by telling me how you liked some next dude.
And I couldn’t compete with him, which got me real blue.
But now it seemz like somethin happened between you two.
Cause while writin this, I noticed somethin about you.
You were tryna get some next man to notice you boo.
Lookin and smilin at him, tryna give him a clue.
You did this right in front of me; I don’t know if you knew.
I was hurt and pissed by what you decided to do.
Felt you purposely hurt me; didn’t expect this of you.
So I made some decisionz; this is what I have to do.
I’m finally movin on because this pain is a bitch.
And I can’t go on everyday just feelin like shit.
But before I do I need you to answer me this.
Did I lack stuff for you in termz of a relationship?
If money was an issue, I had lotz of it hid.
I would’ve copped you the finest and sweetest of giftz.
Like jewellery, teddiez and also sentimental thingz.
Whatever you wanted; would have got you everything.
Was it my lookz? As in, my physical appearance?
Baby, I can’t control that cause nobody’s perfect.
Was it my personality, were we too different?
For you I would have changed and would have done anything.
Plus people say I’m a good person, one of the best.
I’m a different kind of guy; I’m not like all the rest.
But besidez this, you even mistreated our friendship.
All I wanted to do was make shine like chrome rimz.
You did and you are; your life is full of happiness.
I hope your life alwayz has joy; that is my heart’s wish.
I had hoped from your lipz I could’ve gotten one sweet kiss.
Instead I got left with emotional scarz in my chest.
And now I move on in life with no motivation.
I hope because of this here is no confrontation.
I had to say all this to close off this life’s session.
I hid it for long, but now you know, this is my confession.


drop opinions on this too if u can plz and thanks

[Sanford - V. President of the Dangerous Crew Movement]

im speechless.   

 
na, good shit homie!  props for postin that.   

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

lol thx for the feedback man
part 2 gets even more deeper so stay tuned 

[QuietTruth]

And then it seemed as if you had all your problemz solved.
But I felt when you had probz, it was the only time we talked.

Nice lines homie.

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

props for the feedback dudes

im posting the 2nd part in the original post now

[Sanford - V. President of the Dangerous Crew Movement]

props for the feedback dudes

im posting the 2nd part in the original post now

i appreciate you posting that man.  what you did, even though its hella long, the quaility still outwieghs the quantity...thats saying something.

props!   

[QuietTruth]

You gonna give her this homie?

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

lol i'll give it to her eventually; prolly in a few months once my college career is done and i move on to university

[QuietTruth]

^ That's whats up.

[hope glimmers]

first off id like to say what she did was really shitty. 


but i really do like it.  a genuine piece of art, not just talking about screwing somone, but genuinely caring.  nice all around

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

first off id like to say what she did was really shitty. 


but i really do like it.  a genuine piece of art, not just talking about screwing somone, but genuinely caring.  nice all around

thanks for the feedback man; it was quite shitty what she did

and yea, when i really like a girl, i pretty much go outta my way n do anything i can for them and stuff.....it's never seemed to have work even now as it feels like im bout to lsoe the one person who i cant live without.....but that will be saved for another keystyle coming up in a couple of days

[Sanford - V. President of the Dangerous Crew Movement]

first off id like to say what she did was really shitty. 


but i really do like it.  a genuine piece of art, not just talking about screwing somone, but genuinely caring.  nice all around

thanks for the feedback man; it was quite shitty what she did

and yea, when i really like a girl, i pretty much go outta my way n do anything i can for them and stuff.....it's never seemed to have work even now as it feels like im bout to lsoe the one person who i cant live without.....but that will be saved for another keystyle coming up in a couple of days

come to the BAY man, and ill hook you up with my girlfriends sister...you know, you seen my girls pic!   

 

[*Z* - The Queen of Dubcc]

i really liked it man. im really looking forward to the second part

i could quote many of your lines..there were many i liked extremely much, this gurl is gonna feel it

pz

[grandaddyblwn]

y dont u confess how u sucked my dick

[Mo Z. Dizzle]

y dont u confess how u sucked my dick

why don't u go pick ur mom off the street corner, im sure her shift of being a ho is done for the day