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Drugs and Paranoia and Schizophrenia, please discuss.
NTP:
Good subject people. I have helped many many people with similar problems so if anymore advice is needed i am always here ;).
We Fly High:
--- Quote from: West Coa$t on December 27, 2006, 03:09:02 PM ---
--- Quote from: JB 2k7 on December 27, 2006, 02:40:50 PM ---DOG! I was in the same exact boat (pretty much) for about a year or so. go ahead and take a couple weeks off if you want, get used to the feeling of not being high. then go back to smokin weed, not that other shit. if you start feeling that strong wave of emotion or paranoia just realize thats the chornic doing what its supposed to do and you should be happy youre getting such potent shit. i used to think i was on the verge of going crazy but doggie you just gotta not feed into that shit. anything you push on yourself too much you will become. surround yourself with good things while youre gettin high dont be wiking schizophrenia or whatever. youre obviously capable of expressing yourself on here just fine so youre not schizophrenic
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^ this here is the actual reality and exactly what I tried to reason with my brother about
the only problem is, guys like me and J Bananas can do it that easy, and guys like my brother and you Justin can't do it all so easy
I don't mean to speak for you but you have tried to reason with yourself and fight the feelings right?
if so then putting it out of mind is not an option
like when I tried to tell my brother to fuckin forget about it, he understood very well what I meant, he just couldn't do it
I don't like tellin people what to do but if ya want my advice I'd stop for a minute...
no matter the problem, if you sober up you will get a clear head
sometimes you gotta get back to reality to scope out and analyze things and make decisions
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i'm going to stop cold turkey today.. hopefully i follow through.. but today will be the first time i havent smoked voluntarily in like 6 years.. only time i ever took a single day break was when i went overseas for 2 weeks, and i went like 3 days last year just cos i didnt have a hook.. so if i can make it through today, i'll be pretty damn happy. yeah once i get a clear head i can re-evaluate the situation.
i mean i've definitely tried to reason with myself.. but like you said, its people like myself and your brother that just cant do it all that easy.. especially with our history of usage, our thought process is just really out of line. like i've definitely try to leave it out of my mind.. but it just keeps coming back and coming back, and theres nothing that I can do to really stop it. I very well understand that I need to fuckin forget about it, and my friends constantly reinforce that.. but once again, i just cant do it..
like you said, I really do want to quit and i know it will help, but when its something that you've relied on for the past 6 years.. its like something out of habit and just a crazy psychological dependency.. Like i began to smoke a lot of weed basically as a way to stop using all those other drugs, and it pretty much accomplished its cause.. but now i only subsituted those drugs with another drug, and its not really helping the cause at all.
everlast1986:
--- Quote from: We Fly High on December 27, 2006, 01:24:40 PM ---
--- Quote from: Beatz on December 27, 2006, 01:16:03 PM ---smoke some weed
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please stay outta the thread if u dont have anything important to contribute, thanks.
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Oh sorry i'm not overeducated and feel the urge to type a five paragraph post all the time on here. Don't tell me to stay out of any public thread.
Back to the topic, quit cold turkey it works on everyone. You're not schizophrenic, and if i were a doctor i'd prescribe valium for paranoia and if that didn't work its just in your head.
We Fly High:
--- Quote from: Beatz on December 27, 2006, 06:24:13 PM ---
--- Quote from: We Fly High on December 27, 2006, 01:24:40 PM ---
--- Quote from: Beatz on December 27, 2006, 01:16:03 PM ---smoke some weed
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please stay outta the thread if u dont have anything important to contribute, thanks.
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Oh sorry i'm not overeducated and feel the urge to type a five paragraph post all the time on here. Don't tell me to stay out of any public thread.
Back to the topic, quit cold turkey it works on everyone. You're not schizophrenic, and if i were a doctor i'd prescribe valium for paranoia and if that didn't work its just in your head.
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i'm just saying.. the topic of the thread was me trying to stop my drug problems.. and it didnt help for you to come into say "smoke weed".. if you had just said what you said in the 2nd post to quit cold turkey, then it wouldve been all good.. but when you made that statement it just made it seem that the problem was just a laughing matter to you.. but whatevers, its all good.
Trauma-san:
Anybody who's a habitual drug abuser is a fucking idiot. If you're so stupid that you didn't catch, oh, everybody from the president's wife on down to the bum on the fucking CORNER telling you that drugs are a bad idea, I really don't give a fuck if you o.d. and die from it. You eventually need to grow the fuck up, and do what it takes to live a good life where you're an addition to society instead of a detriment. That sounds like some kind of goody two shoes bullshit but think about it. What good are you? Nothing to anybody unless you're actively TRYING to be something... be a fucking man and stop acting like a child with this immediate gratification shit. Nobody gives a fuck if drugs fucked your head up, the only thing we care about is when you actually start doing something positive. Who cares if your life is fucked up? Nobody. If you want something in life, do something about it, call me up when you want to complain that you only raised 10 million dollars for charity this year and not the 20 million you were shooting for, now *THAT* would be something to be concerned about.
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