It's May 07, 2024, 11:32:05 PM
go clean nigga
his behavior wasn't erratic, he wasn't acting like another person, he just had these overcoming thoughts he couldn't stopand this was like 4 years from the last time he did any phsycadelicshe thinks he's definitely been changed by the drugs, and even today he's not paranoid but he still is about certain dumb things
smoke some weed
One of my good friends described it pretty well, about being very self consicous and over observative. Like i would have a tendency to hold back, because i would over analyze shit, like my own behavior
and with the position im in now at work, i think i can be taking much more advantage of it.. im not doing as much as i could..
i dont know, maybe you could ask your brother about this too.. but i recently started developing like OCD. I used to not really care about washing my hands, only washing them if they were dirty.. but now I wash them like any chance that it gets slightly tainted.. and then i have a real bad problem with like organizing and re-organizing the same shit.
DOG! I was in the same exact boat (pretty much) for about a year or so. go ahead and take a couple weeks off if you want, get used to the feeling of not being high. then go back to smokin weed, not that other shit. if you start feeling that strong wave of emotion or paranoia just realize thats the chornic doing what its supposed to do and you should be happy youre getting such potent shit. i used to think i was on the verge of going crazy but doggie you just gotta not feed into that shit. anything you push on yourself too much you will become. surround yourself with good things while youre gettin high dont be wiking schizophrenia or whatever. youre obviously capable of expressing yourself on here just fine so youre not schizophrenic
Quote from: JB 2k7 on December 27, 2006, 02:40:50 PMDOG! I was in the same exact boat (pretty much) for about a year or so. go ahead and take a couple weeks off if you want, get used to the feeling of not being high. then go back to smokin weed, not that other shit. if you start feeling that strong wave of emotion or paranoia just realize thats the chornic doing what its supposed to do and you should be happy youre getting such potent shit. i used to think i was on the verge of going crazy but doggie you just gotta not feed into that shit. anything you push on yourself too much you will become. surround yourself with good things while youre gettin high dont be wiking schizophrenia or whatever. youre obviously capable of expressing yourself on here just fine so youre not schizophrenic^ this here is the actual reality and exactly what I tried to reason with my brother aboutthe only problem is, guys like me and J Bananas can do it that easy, and guys like my brother and you Justin can't do it all so easyI don't mean to speak for you but you have tried to reason with yourself and fight the feelings right?if so then putting it out of mind is not an option like when I tried to tell my brother to fuckin forget about it, he understood very well what I meant, he just couldn't do itI don't like tellin people what to do but if ya want my advice I'd stop for a minute...no matter the problem, if you sober up you will get a clear headsometimes you gotta get back to reality to scope out and analyze things and make decisions
Quote from: Beatz on December 27, 2006, 01:16:03 PMsmoke some weedplease stay outta the thread if u dont have anything important to contribute, thanks.
Quote from: We Fly High on December 27, 2006, 01:24:40 PMQuote from: Beatz on December 27, 2006, 01:16:03 PMsmoke some weedplease stay outta the thread if u dont have anything important to contribute, thanks. Oh sorry i'm not overeducated and feel the urge to type a five paragraph post all the time on here. Don't tell me to stay out of any public thread.Back to the topic, quit cold turkey it works on everyone. You're not schizophrenic, and if i were a doctor i'd prescribe valium for paranoia and if that didn't work its just in your head.