It's May 16, 2024, 10:31:35 AM
I Like escapism, I like the escape from the sadness and bullshit of reality, it allows me to forget a bleak reality and what upsets me even for a small but temporary while. I would say im content with life, but have never been ‘happy’ in life. I suppose I’ve never been good at trying to make other people happy so im not going to start doing it now. I could pretend to be this 'nice guy' but I’d feel as if I’m being fake.Im the kind of person who loves my own space and when im do something away from the real world and real people im not going to be judged the way people so harshly do in reality. In real life i have my family who never hesitate to put me down, and destroy my already low self esteem. Something liking scoring goals on Pro Evo shit man, that makes the pain go for a few seconds.Just listening to some music, watching a film, internet, playing games, shit real life doesn’t give me that excitement and temporary happiness. Living in reality and dealing with human experiences is just too much drama and emotion for me. Every one gets sensitive every now and then over the smallest of details. You also have to deal with people ego’s which just adds to the bullshitAnd the best thing about it is u can use your imagination to what your perceive is entertaining to you, even if its not something productive. Ur creativity and fantasies have no limits.
I Like escapism, I like the escape from the sadness and bullshit of reality, it allows me to forget a bleak reality and what upsets me even for a small but temporary while.
I would say im content with life, but have never been ‘happy’ in life.
I suppose I’ve never been good at trying to make other people happy so im not going to start doing it now.
I could pretend to be this 'nice guy' but I’d feel as if I’m being fake.
Im the kind of person who loves my own space and when im do something away from the real world and real people im not going to be judged the way people so harshly do in reality. In real life i have my family who never hesitate to put me down, and destroy my already low self esteem.
Something liking scoring goals on Pro Evo shit man, that makes the pain go for a few seconds.Just listening to some music, watching a film, internet, playing games, shit real life doesn’t give me that excitement and temporary happiness. Living in reality and dealing with human experiences is just too much drama and emotion for me. Every one gets sensitive every now and then over the smallest of details. You also have to deal with people ego’s which just adds to the bullshit
And the best thing about it is u can use your imagination to what your perceive is entertaining to you, even if its not something productive. Ur creativity and fantasies have no limits.