Stories about your first time in love...

[infinite59]

Okay, when I was a young G, just kickin it, not giving a fuck about a thang, I was under the impression that girls weren't nothing but fun, and my goal was to get with as many as possible, but this was before highschool, back before bitches were having sex.  I was under the impression that if you ever fell in love with a bitch, you would lose everything, you would lose your cool, lose your image, your mind, and act like a little bitch.

I was right.  And more so than I even thought to begin with.  Before this girl moved in across the street from me when I was only 14, I didn't give a fuck, and everythang was everythang.  She lived across from me while visiting her dad for a little over two months before moving back to her moms house in Maryland to start the school year.  It was the best summer of my life, and it was in 96, the best year to be a young G running wild.  

The Dove Shack "Summertime In the LBC," 2pac "How Do You Want It", Too Shorts"Getting It", Crucial Conflict "Hay", Outkast "Elevators", "If I Ruled The World", "Loungin", Dogg Pound, all that shit was bumpin at the time.

Her and I were staying out late together every night talking, making out, running around with the nieghborhood kids, whatever 14 year olds did back then.  

And during that time she must have done or said something, because after she left a pain fell deep in my chest.  I was fucked up.  I didn't want to live anymore.  I would obsess over her.  She was gone and had moved on with her life.  It was all downhill for me though.  Nothing was the same.  The music wasn't the same.  I hated school.  Gradually quit sports.  Started hating my friends.  This lasted for about 3 more years.  Slowly I've been getting over it the last couple years and getting myself together, but I still trip about it to this day, and I'm 19 now.  

As for falling in love again, I'm all for it now, cause it's one of those things where if you've done it once you might as well do it again.  Cause after the first time you lose your invincibility when it comes to macking hoes.  And it's not the same anymore.  I still get my game on, but more so I'm trying to find love.  

To all you young g's out there, wait a long, long time before ever giving in to a bitch.

Some good came out of falling in love for the first time, it was the best time of my life, and if it wasn't for her I'd probably be a con-artist, drug-dealer, thief, or something shady.  Cause before I met her I didn't give a damn about anything.  She had me thinking about doing right and caring for people, and it eventually led me to more of the same.  

But I did spend years of depression where I felt for her the way, Stan does for Eminem, LOL.  That kind of obsession.  I'm still now finally getting over it.

Can anyone relate?  Love can really get you in a twist, that's for sure.  

[NaWsHiS (Guest)]

ayo..i've been in luv wit this girl since like 7th grade...and imma senior in h.s. now..

i still never tried to do shit wit her...lol

so thats like 6 yrs..

damn...i need to speak up befo we leave fo college *sigh*

[cremedelaclem]

for real dogg.....whats the worst thing that could happen?

i been in love before.....its a long story

i was with this fine ass indian lookin girl for like 3 years....she even moved to the uk with me and my fam...

but there was a point in my life where my moms died without me sayin goodbye and not speakn to her for years and shit where i got fucked up off the drink...and i suppose i had a problem...

anyway, this girl got all distant and was trying to make me sort myself out and shit...but i got worse....then i got really drunk one night and fucked this girl i just met who happened to be this girl's cousin....

i was gonna try and keep it quiet n shit....but she got pregnant (cos i was a stupid rubberless motherfucker) and  i was left with a dilema....distance myself from this girl and her unborn baby and get with the girl that i loved or stick it out and not desert my kids like my parents deserted me....

sentiment got the better of me and i decided to be a man and look after my son and his mother.....but then his mother skips town and leaves Young Crem with a lil bundle of joy to look after all on his own!!!!

but i aint bitter....and i love my son.....but i miss that girl!

[M Dogg™]

The first time I ever was in love was with this girl name Yesenia. That was the home girl, I meet her in 11th grade. She was everything a gangsta chick was suppose to be. At the time I had a girl, and she had a man, but we talked all the time, and naturally me and her grew closer. Then later we both dumped our others, but I really didn't know how she felt about me and she thought I liked her friend. Well I made a big mistake, as she seemed unintersted, so I got with this other chick, and I thought I was happy, but the sign of the mistake happened. I tasted Yesenia's cooking, and we started talking rap and wrestling. Oh shit, my other relationship lasted only 1 more week, and my and Yesenia grew tight. Then she told me that she was looking for a man, and I froze. This was the perfect girl, by far the finest Mexican girl I've ever seen, and that's saying a lot!!! But my dump ass that can get with girls at will froze, and then we stopped talking after high school as I left to college. Man, I just glad my current girl makes me feel the same. This time I learned, never be afraid of love. As I think then I was afraid to settle, because if we hooked up, we'd be together now after three years. This gave me time to get with others before I settle with girl, who I have to say I love as much, if not more, than Yesenia.

[Tecknine]

WellI met this girl like 3 years ago.ANd it wasnt to serious till like this year.We started goin out in like April and I fell in love with her .WE were all x\close and shit for like 10 months and Just a week ago she dumped me on my ass...I was fucked up for a while.And im still a little fucked from it....It sucks being in love dogg.It hurts when u lose um................Peace

[Oakland_Raider]

"YOU CAN'T MAKE A HO A HOUSE WIFE"
That's what i learned from fallin in love back in the dayz, but now i gots a heart like stone
i get attracted to girls and shit but i don't loose my mind no mo.
like if the bitch wants to break up, i be like "aaight biaattch, laterz"

"First comes the cash then comes the ass then comes big blunts with big chunks of hash"

[Don Seer]

first 'proper' girlfriend i had - i thought i was in love - but i know now i wasnt - it was lust.
she was gorgeous but lived too far away.. it was over pretty quick - and i wasnt too bothered. i was doing a lot of drugs around this time, and was chasing thrills.

the next one kinda threw me.. i ended up in a relationship, and i didnt know she had a had a boyfriend but i found out later she did for about a week with me she dumped him over the phone while he was on holiday in greece (i actually became friends with the guy a year or so later - he lives on the streets now)

at some point it became love - dont know when... it was good for months and i got on with her parents etc really well *bonus* (i had an advantage because i'm a 'good guy' (tm) - and they knew my dad from when they were younger )

but... the problem was this

when it was summer i got a fulltime job (and had more money than ever before in my life) everything seemed great, but as she had nothing to do while i was at work and she was too young to work (she was waiting to do her final year of school - while i was at just starting college - i had qualifications etc )

while i was at work, she was hanging out with my friends, and at some point she slept with a so called friend of mine a couple times

once the summer was over and we were both back to education she dumped me
i was physically sick - my head span round and round and round - took a while to get my head straight.

she instantly hooked up with this guy, its funny because i think he did the dirty on her, or was only there for the one thing - they ended within a fortnight.

i didnt find out she slept with him for a while after - but i kinda knew

its been hard trusting after that

i bump into her from time to time, i think she's surprised i dont have bad feelings, and i'll still say hi, and chat.

i'm a shy, mellow guy, most of the time - i got no enemies - apart from my sisters ex boyf who i beat up after he talked shit about her.

[Now_Im_Not_Banned]

Naah, I was never in love, but there's this fine ass girl I knew from camp that had a 16 year old BF (she was 13) and I wanted her badly, she's still going out with the same guy, and I think they're gonna get married, cuz he loves her and she loves hims o much...I still talk to her online like "Hi, whats up, Bye" her Screen Name is Daryn143 and her name is Daryn, this girl is the finest girl ever belive me....Also there's two other fine girls in my school I'd love to get with, one taken, (probly not 4 long) and one availible, but I never speak to them, I only speak to the taken one sometimes online, the taken one is Joy, and the availible one is Dawn, but I probly, will never have a chance, except last year Jay said she liked me and Dawn was trying to hook us up, but I was like shy and shit, but now it's to late she dont like me no more...

Anyways, my Uncle (28 years old) always tells me he's gonna take me to fuck, and he never does...That's my story, peace

[Don Jacob]

i been i love 3 times, i ain't naming no names cuz peeps at my school read this shit since i tell every one bout this board...anyways...


first time was when i was in the 4th grade, i had always had lil crushes but i dunno i just felt this weird thing in my belly and i was walking around like i was high all the time and i told my older brother about this and he told me i was in love, anyways this girl wasn't exactly fine or anything we just had alot of things in common and was a really close homey, and  i don't know we just meshed real well like peanut butter and jelly, but adolecence kicked in and i started chasing the girls with the boobs and butts, and lost interest and by the time we graduated 6th grade and moved on to different middle schools she didn't matter much at all (crude but true)

2nd time was on the first day of 7th grade, she was like the finest chick i'd ever seen...and around this time i was like the only lil 7th grader with a 5 o clock shadow and a deep voice, i was taller than most of the other kids and i just felt awkwork so i was shy as fuck, i dunno i had her for a few of my classes and i always made her laugh and crap and we were friends...and bottabing botta boom the luv bug hit me, and i told ONE friend how i felt and before you knew it BAM the whole school knew...now i'm gonna admit i'm no Rico Suave and of corse she was fine as fuck, so she didn't really wanna be my friend that much anymore...i like her for the 2 years we were in middle school until high school came......

ok this the 3rd time, i thought i'd never get over mistress #2, and i was trying REAL hard to get over her , i must have gotten with 4 girls during that time spand tryin to make them be like the chick i liked at the time which really fucked up my relationship with these other chick, but then through a friend that was a chick i met the next girl i'd fall for...now this chick wasn't no drop dead gorgous mexican chicks i was always chasing after, she was mexican but she lived the "white" lifestyle...it's hard to explain but the friends i grew up with made it seem like being white or liking white things was wrong, but i fucking tossed that agenda out of the window and fell for her.....for all of freshman year i was really liking her i hang around her and her crew but i never made any move on her becuase my friends would probably harass me and it would tarnish my image so i went through freshman year just being good friends with this chick secretly liking her only telling a few people that i liked her..then summer came along and she had givin me her screen name and we use to talk alot during the past summer and i fell even more in love with the chick, and to come to find out she even had a thing for me freshman year, so i was like WOA! but being a dumbass i was i just played it off like "oh how crazy" when i should of made a move...then sophmore year came along and i was sprung as fuck so sprung in fact that i was scared as fuck to talk to her, it's not that i was afraid of girls just afraid of HER cuz i'd never liked anyone that much before, so then that really fucked up my friendship with her , then came the really bad times, she wanted me to take her to the formal dance, or so her firends told me, i kept wussing out on asking her and evidently that pissed her off...from what people told me, then we weren't really that cool no more, we'd say "hi" and stuff but ya know we just weren't good friends no more so then a bunch of other shit went down that i don't wanna say on here and we REALLY started hating each other, i got my feeling hurt BAD , i went into depression for most of this schol year and i don't know and things just weren't good...until i prayed about it to god for things to change....and for the past month or so things are back to the way they use to be with me and her , i told her i liked her alot, but i don't wanna loose you as a friend so know wer're cool as friends....BUT between y'all i'm still crazy for the broad

[Don Jacob]

that last part felt real good to get out y'all, even though i didn't get it ALLLL out, but y'all don't understand this past year my emotions have been fucked with REAALLLLY bad and i've been in MAD depression for the past year, first time i've ever really talked about it, so y'all should feel lucky  

anyways LOVE IS A MUTHA FUCKA!!!

[Jay ay Beee]

Nawahis I know what ur saying man I konw this girl she's so sweet and I get sad when she kicks it with others but she don't give a damn when I kizzick it
When I was drunk I told her that I'd love her 4ever and on my wedding day I'd pretend it was her I'm saying the vows to
Damn!

[-KuNiVaA- (Guest)]

Dang, Love can hit ya out the clear blue, it happened to me three times...

first time was in 7th grade, this gurl, was like one of my first long-term relationship gurls, i thought i loved her, but it was just nuttin, i was just wit her fer the fuck of it and i told her 'I Love You' but it was lust, then i stayed wit her cuz the gurl was suicidal and shit, then broke up wit her after i couldnt deal wit her no more.....

second time was in 7th grade summer, this gurl was like one of my good friends, she was a 8 in looks, when i was wit her  i felt that butterfly in my stomach, when we hung up after a fight i would get this bad vibe and shit, then i told her i loved her and shit, thats when i screwed up, cuz i was young and rushed into shit way tooo quick, but it hit me and i was all into the chick, but then she started acting like me, talking like me, listening to the same music as me, and that shit gets annoying, plus..the girl was a hoe and i dont dig that into a chic, so i dumped her after i couldnt deal wit her no more....

third time im still wit the chic now, was 8th grade, 3 days after i broke up wit GIRL #2...she is the finest thing in the world, shes sweet, nice, just great, she has respect fer herself, and we share a lot of common interest, the thing is, the girl hasnt been in love before and i just totally dig her, i love her and all, but i dont wanna get into that shit wit her, b-cuz i dont kno' if shes feelin' me like that, and that shit aint tooooo well, when you tell a girl you love her and shes like, "oh ok, cool"... been wit the girl fer like almost 4 years and still havent told her i love her, we go to diff. high schools, so i dont see her much, just every weekend when i get the chance, so i dunno, should i tell her or not, ive been like waiting to tell her fer the longest time, sorry if this story is confusing, ill try to edit it later on, but im faded rite now, and i doubt im makin sense or anything.....oh and to whoever said about the whole once your in love you wanna get into that again, thats tru dogg, fer me, its like, i want a gurl, to just be wit that makes me happy and shit......

[Now_Im_Not_Banned]

It wasn't really confusing...

[Trauma-san]

First Time I Was In Love? Easy One...

I Knew This Girl That Was A Friend In The 11th Grade... Now I'm Talkin' Bout Snoop Dogg Love, Not Bow Wow Love, Dig Me?  I Knew This Girl In The 11th Grade (And Keep In Mind, I Jumped A Grade, So I Was 15 At The Time) And We Were Close Friends... Her Father Had Died When She Was 11, And We Had A Lot To Talk About...

My Dumbass Didn't Know She Liked Me, And We Were Friends For 2 Years.  Her Aunt Who She Lived With Was Really Strict, And Wouldn't Let Her Come Visit Me, Ever, Even Though Her Aunt Liked Me... So, She Snuck Out Of Her House With Her Brothers To Come Hang With Me All The Time.  One Night She Came Over And Said... Hey, I've Got Something To Show You!....

So We Go In My Room, And Lock The Door, And She Said "Turn Out The Light", So I KNEW What the Hell Was Going On.... NOW, This Was A LADY, Not A Slut, So There Wasn't No Fu*kin Goin' On That Night, But We Had PLENTTTTYYY Of Fun, That Night, And Everynight For The Next Month.

Then Her Aunt Found Out She Was Sneaking Out.  She (Get This) GAVE The Girl And Her Brothers To Her Uncle That Lives 200 Miles Away In Wilmington!  They Had To Move, And Now She Was Basically Away From The Strict Environment, And It Really Helped Her Out...

I Visited Her About Every 2-3 Weeks On The Weekend At The Beach, And We Without A Doubt Were In Love, Like Love Of Your LIFE Stuff, Perfect Love... But We Of Course Realized It Wouldn't Work Out (We Were 17), And Parted Ways....

We're Still Good Friends, I Talk To Her All The Time, But It's Been 5 Years Now....I Was Depressed, MAJORLY, MAJORLY Depressed For A Year After She Left....   How Do I Know It Was Love? Because When My Dad Died Last Week, It Felt EXACTLY The Same.... Same Thing, Same Feeling.