Typical Bez ...

[bez]

I try my best to smile, stay high all the while,
Being myself, Mama called me the golden child,
But on occasions I get down, wanna end it all now,
Sticky situations an I always seem to drown,
Wear my heart on my sleeve, easy to take advantage of me,
Bit of fun here and there an fucked off cos they dont care,
Its a Bez special, should add it to my talents,
Should see these rabbits comin, only after my carrots,
But I let em in, open arms, get to know em and think,
Will this relationship float or as usual sink,
I play it cool at the start, act fun and silly,
Like nothing in the world is serious to me,
But really, I wonder, when this girl gets my number,
Why she text me sayin gorgeous ... its too soon to adore this,
But a play along, like this girl, think its going good,
Going out every night, kiss and cuddles is whats up,
An its kinda going fast ... Im realizing that,
Ive kinda got the feeling its gunna fall flat,
But I remember at the beginning, we kinda liked each other,
But you was all caught up, in a relationship with another,
Who she finished with, for me? I dunno, didnt even think,
But before I even blinked we was doing everything,
Touching, hugging, leave the rest to imagination,
Though it happened so quick, I felt for weeks Id bin waitin,
Thats the way it continued, love to get real rude,
Aint embarressed about the bedroom, think Im a cool dude,
So we going out then chillin, back to mine, so good,
Was looking forward to yours, two weeks of fun,
But I got sick and couldnt kiss, couldnt touch them pretty lips,
An all ontop of this, something private fuckin rips,
So I can't do nothin, gotta wait and recover,
Couldnt wait to get better ... just to kiss you under covers,
An then it all went funny, I was better and ready,
Went to give you a kiss and you turned away from me,
Sent me that text, you made me feel so small,
I rang and kicked off ... and I regret that call,
I sent you that text, I regret that too,
But if anyone made it serious, I think it was you,
I was happy takin things slow and steady,
Cos a relationship for me, I'd already told you, I aint ready,
Step at a time, but when did we leap?
All I seem to do is dream about you in sleep,
Cos I just wanna fix things up, get things off my mind,
An I feel like Im talking to your mates all the time,
An its not me, Im happy go lucky, so smiley,
But I let myself get into these things, why me?
Maybe it did get serious, by itself, a bit ...
I can understand where she's coming from ... just a bit,
Shes only just split from from two other boys,
But why even start things with me? ... I get annoyed,
Cos I feel like the rebound, summer fuck and dumped,
Thats there to make you feel better cos you felt bumped,
That your boyfriend was away, definetly playing away,
Cos the stories you told me ... he's guna go astray,
An you say you now wanna be single, dont want nothin deep,
An now that I like you, youre so outter reach,
An I know you like me to, so Im messed up about us,
I want to carry it on, but you see no future for us,
Just meeting was cool, and now I dont know what to do,
Cos on one hand I like you, and the others confused,
But cant hate you, at all ... Ive tried to be friends,
But it hurts me to know that thats where it ends,
I'd love another kiss, another night, even once,
Id make up for my last performances, ha ha honest,
Cant help who you like, thats some good advice,
But everyones give me different, I dont know who is right,
Should I leave it and move on, forget her and not care,
Or carry on with the hope that one day she might get there,
See ... I dont know, I know it went sour,
But the sweet was there to come if youd let me prove it to ya,
Now Im in an out, dazes, day dreams,
If and buts, what the fuck, what if's and damn my luck,
But I kinda know I cant change her mind, or rewind,
We've had fun over summer, some really good times,
So maybe I should leave it now and feel better,
Maybe this girl played boy just like I was Hugh Heffner,
Dont wanna think it, but its a possibility,
Maybe she was fucking me to test out her moving on ability,
An I think about her going away,
Fucking other lads all night and day,
Friends have told me, she aint like that, but for me it was easy,
Didnt have to lift a finger, well I did ha, so sleezy,
An I hate the fact is come to that, little skits and finger jabs,
Reminisce about the times we had, some so funny, some so mad,
Now its over, Im presuming you know what youre doing,
But my eye is on the grass at the mo, cos its moving,
Cos if people know you just want fun, anyones willing and givin,
My advice is, be careful, not carefree, just listen,
Some people will to whatever it takes, to right the mistakes I make,
Snakes slither to the plate tryna take my place,
I've got onto it, monitored, I got hot like thermometers,
But amatures dont realize, shes better than everyone of us,
Thats why she stopped me, she deserves better and I dont blame,
But I wonder will things ever be the same, such a shame ...
... waste ...

[QuietTruth]

Fuck the girl problems, LMAO, good drop Bez.