passin me by- read it

[HBKid_Jr]

i dont know how to start this shit so imma jus go wit it//
people sayin for my age im 2 literal//
got ur whole life stop bein miserable//
i would say it was cuz of every1 else//
but never once blamed myself//
tha 4 years jus disapeared stared off smooth faced now can grow a beard//
thought i was real by sayin muthafuck my peers but there goes another lost year//
missin out on lifes experiences//
that shit got me goin delirious (sp)//
highschool tried to front like everything was cool//
but on tha real i was jus as much a fool//
no parties,  no girl,  no life//
enjoyed life hardly screamin out fuck tha world no wonder why my life bites//
friday an satruday nights were always a fight//
my oppenent was my self-esteem//
all i had was my dreams//
but i thought everything would land in my lap//
that plan was crap an some of tha best years of my life went by fast like that//
to make things better i never took action//
my self pity was a distraction from acheiving my satisfaction//
angry cuz every1 else was laughin an i wasnt laughing//
its cuz i was so caught up in my self-pity//
no wonder life was shitty//
i sit back reminiscing on all tha shit i was missing//
it was b/c of how i was living//
now im withdrawn cuz i went about life all wrong//
now some of tha best years of my life r gone//
now its 2 late goin into july an i know why i wanna die//
cuz i let life pass me by

verse 2

now everything seems forlorn sayin up to 4 in tha mourn//
cuz of this one thing i adore//
had 9 months 2 do suptin now i rely on smokin blunts//
but i was a pussy as in cunt//
lost in its beauty an its escense//
even if i had an opportuniy i didnt feel i belonged in it prescense now i learned my lesson//
suptin that i felt was so tru an didnt do  anything about it//
i cover up with wit but i feel like shit//
i opened up my mouth//
but its 2 late cuz of my doubt//
an what hurts is she was down to earth//
jus makes me feel worse//
even if i had a chance//
on june 23rd took my last glance//
an when i looked she was lookin into my eyes//
gotta carry tha weight for tha rest of my life its 2 late addin on 2 tha hate  for me myself an I//
how could i jus let her pass me by//
now im done jus like my last black an mild//
no longer a child//
im a grown man//
gotta take life into my hands//
finally got tha answers to those questions of why//
cuz i let my life pass me by

[MidnightPills]

hey good work tom!!  

[Doggystylin]

yo, that shit was as real as it gets! much props! man i feel u....you gotta record that shit and make it a classic!!!

[bLaDe]

Good shit dogg, I was feelin it

 -{bLaDe}

[ZILLA THA GOODFELLA]

Yup, That waz as REAL as it gets....Like Doggy said U GOTTA record this....Holla at me if u need help.

['Illicit']

yup, I can only agree man.  very good work.

[Miss NWA Whoorider]

Yeah Tom you only getting better with time baby,,,,