The Way I Am (Deep Shit...Please Read)

[Entreri117]

I can't change the way I am, and I don't apologize for what I say/
With hostility and vengence in my heart, I'll leave your whole neighborhood blown away//
I strike fear into the hearts of the heartless, and no human alive can stop this/
Even if you were playin a special teams defense, you still couldn't block this//
Hopeless like 2pac, and I just don't give a fuck like the one and only Slim Shady/
I'm insane and sadistick enough to strangle and beat down a random lady//
I can't stress enough to you why I just don't give a single goddamn/
My brain and heart is too fucked up for anyone to simply understand//
I can't see past the walls that conceal me into a life of eternal damnation/
A creation, but I'll never be willing or brave enough to lead a nation//
An army of hipocritical and criticizing assholes is what I fight every moment/
I'd rather be dormant than to live this unendurable life of torment//
I wake up every morning, just wishing I would have an accident to end it all/
My own legs can't hold up the weight of my lifeless body, I think I'm gonna fall//
I can snap on a person at the drop of a hat, or I can be the nicest person you know/
All the time, I make it show, but I would rather strap some C4 to my body and explode//
I don't understand these feelings I feel, I think I might be a schitzo with another personality/
Hip Hop and Rap music are the only things that are keeping me in touch with true reality//
I can feel the rage building inside my brain, and I don't know if I can keep holding on/
The rapid lightning and booming thunder is all I sense, like a lethal and fatal storm//
Since the moment and split second where I was born, I was already deceased/
Insecurities and hateful thoughts feeding on my conscience like a Thanksgiving feast//
I'm confused...dazed...I don't know where I'm goin or why I'm goin there/
I hope you're not scared by these facts of my life that I have just shared//

[Entreri117]

Please don't sleep on this...I put my heart into it!

['Illicit']

not bad, a few lines seemed like you put em there to make the aforementioned rhyme without tryin to stay in line wit ya story. but I liked it, get a beat, hook it up, and I'd be eager to check it out man.

[:.Da6shoota.:]

I feel it "harm many", but is it really from YOUR heart  

[Entreri117]

Thanx Illicit and 6Shoota

Shoota...what you mean?

[Entreri117]

What you mean if its from MY heart?