Ever feel like you're dead already

[BiggBoogaBiff]

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i feel like i am and have been for the longest.  i've almost died several times on several occassions and i live thru them even tho MOST people end up dead in situations like it. 


all im sayin' is that i feel like people go thru life ironing and fine tuning their souls and energies until they get to wherever your heart & mind lies.  even some ways of suicide are forgivable, i'd like to believe my God understands what i'm going thru completely (none of us alive today or yesterday were part of the "beginning" so i'm sure my God has deep compassion for the feelings, and the hard choices, and the struggles of life just like from Eve & Kane to Bush & Cheney


People stop thinking at Earth is planet, nobody really thinks past that and im not just talkin about relgion, but like a methamorphasis or somethin or like what's outside of visible space?

[QuietTruth]

I'm just happy you believe in God. Good for you nigga!!

[BiggBoogaBiff]

I'm just happy you believe in God. Good for you nigga!!

lol... hard not to after the shit i keep see'n.

[Fraxxx]

I'm just happy you believe in God. I'm sure you are.

Good for you nigga!! I'm not so sure with that.

[Blasphemy]

I'm just happy you believe in God. Good for you nigga!!

lol

[QuietTruth]

I'm just happy you believe in God. I'm sure you are.

Good for you nigga!! I'm not so sure with that.

[ikke]

Yes

Life is pretty good for me right now, I sometimes wonder if I'm in an illusion that my body created with it's leftover energy.

Everything seems to play out without me doing shit

[.:DaYg0sTyLz:.]

Yes

Life is pretty good for me right now, I sometimes wonder if I'm in an illusion that my body created with it's leftover energy.

Everything seems to play out without me doing shit

No, youre just lucky right now....dont worry....it will all go to shit soon....lol

[ikke]

Yes

Life is pretty good for me right now, I sometimes wonder if I'm in an illusion that my body created with it's leftover energy.

Everything seems to play out without me doing shit

No, youre just lucky right now....dont worry....it will all go to shit soon....lol

I dunno, the last few years have been pretty shitty, I think I have atleast another year

[.:DaYg0sTyLz:.]

Yes

Life is pretty good for me right now, I sometimes wonder if I'm in an illusion that my body created with it's leftover energy.

Everything seems to play out without me doing shit

No, youre just lucky right now....dont worry....it will all go to shit soon....lol

I dunno, the last few years have been pretty shitty, I think I have atleast another year

ride it till the wheels fall off...

[QuietTruth]

..and repent.

[.:DaYg0sTyLz:.]

..and repent.

  lol

[QuietTruth]

[.:DaYg0sTyLz:.]

Hates a strong word...

[ikke]

Yes

Life is pretty good for me right now, I sometimes wonder if I'm in an illusion that my body created with it's leftover energy.

Everything seems to play out without me doing shit

No, youre just lucky right now....dont worry....it will all go to shit soon....lol

I dunno, the last few years have been pretty shitty, I think I have atleast another year

ride it till the wheels fall off...

Besides the lack of pussy and the living with my father my life is perfect so I will