To have a life back

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

A chance to have a life back
have Your life back
the one you knew was yours
the one that went away
went away with the years
went away with the decisions
inside and outside your control
went away with those people
who once cared or made a difference
went away for many reasons

The life that was yours
the life that was your destiny
The life you lost
What's been left has been mystery
What's been left has been unreality
What's been left is a shadow
what's been left is on the margins
stuck with a battle

A battle against time
And stabbin at ghosts in the dark
and wakin up to find
you cut your waterskins apart

Once more and then some
lost to decisions you made
some you controlled and blame self for
Maybe your life can't be lived again

Maybe it's like the dream you had
when your life was lost
in a desperate moment
you clung to the last image of life
lost the grip, would fall to oceans crust
and spend your nights a wanderlust

A chance for that life back
A part of the comings and goings of man
A chance for your life back
two stand up on two feet like a man
A chance to be who you really are
Doesn't seem so far tonight
it's just a chance but fuck it I'll take it
anything to get back my life