It's May 21, 2024, 09:50:59 AM
Today I was driving, listening to "All Eyez On Me" my favorite album from jr. high... I happened to drive by my jr. high school, and I was thinking about how much different life is at 19, from what I thought it would be like at 14.When I was a kid in school, everyone knew me, and noticed what I did, I started to develop an unrealistic view of the world. I didn't really picture the world in a large perspective as in trillions of people. It was all about what I was doing, and where I lived, as if that was the world.Now I'm an adult. And the world doesn't know me. And doesn't notice the things that I do. You begin to realize that you are just one human, one homosapien, out of the trillions and trillions that have inhabited earth for millions and millions of years.I think many, myself included, struggle in the transition from boy, teenager, to man, realizing that they are no longer as important in the grand scheme of things as they once imagined.
so your finally starting to lose your ideals
yo infinite deep shit there couldnt agree and feel ya more......i respect even more everytime u spit knowledge like this
nah, i wasnt thinkin about your religious beliefs, u were talkin about how nobody notices you now, an how you half to just live your life. As kids an in our teen years we all have dreams of makin a difference in tha world, we care what others think, an question society. As we get older we realize that nobody really notices us except for a select few, we stop caring what other people think an just go on living our lives. Our ambition to change tha world decreases. Now some people either react negativly to this transistion or in a positive manner, from your post it looks as if you are looking at your future manhood wit a postive light through religion
what ! lemme get this straight .. u'd tryed to commit sucicide last week don't do it ... i mean its not all that bad if u think about it .. i mean u should try anything b4 u kill urself .. like maybe leave where u live .. and live with a relative or something .. or change schools .. or even leave school if it comes to that.