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Adult Life: Nothing Like I Thought It Would Be
infinite59:
--- Quote ---nah, i wasnt thinkin about your religious beliefs, u were talkin about how nobody notices you now, an how you half to just live your life. As kids an in our teen years we all have dreams of makin a difference in tha world, we care what others think, an question society. As we get older we realize that nobody really notices us except for a select few, we stop caring what other people think an just go on living our lives. Our ambition to change tha world decreases. Now some people either react negativly to this transistion or in a positive manner, from your post it looks as if you are looking at your future manhood wit a postive light through religion
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Aiight I feel what your saying homie... I still want to change the world... the difference is in highschool I was confused.. and didn't know exactly what it was I was rebelling against.. but now I have knowledge on certain things, and understand why I was so upset at the world growing up, and I'm learning smarter and more organized ways of dealing with it.. and making a difference.... But Rome wasn't biult in a day.. And it's a slow process... I have to constantly remind myself to remain patient..... peace.
infinite59:
--- Quote ---yo infinite deep shit there couldnt agree and feel ya more......i respect even more everytime u spit knowledge like this
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Thanks.. And I respect both ya'll back equally.
.:N-Imy:.:
Yeah I'm away 2 turn 17 but I already know life ain't gonna be the same as a child or as it is now in 2 yrs and that's if I get there...ya know....2 attempted suicides and for Jan 1st '02 I went around lookin for pills to take an overdose then in that unsuccessful attempt I went looking for some rope to hang myself but again was unsuccessful so I had to sit and toast the new year to myself in a state of depression. THat's why I am making an album. To let my feelings out and see if I can get through this depression. And I mean I know ppl can say "ah depression, saying ya wanna get through it then how hard can that be" or "how can you be depressed"...but man if ya been suicidal ya'll know how hard it is to turn the corner.
Peace ~1~
lee:
what ! lemme get this straight .. u'd tryed to commit sucicide last week ??? don't do it ... i mean its not all that bad if u think about it .. i mean u should try anything b4 u kill urself .. like maybe leave where u live .. and live with a relative or something .. or change schools .. or even leave school if it comes to that.
.:N-Imy:.:
--- Quote ---what ! lemme get this straight .. u'd tryed to commit sucicide last week ??? don't do it ... i mean its not all that bad if u think about it .. i mean u should try anything b4 u kill urself .. like maybe leave where u live .. and live with a relative or something .. or change schools .. or even leave school if it comes to that.
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5 mins after the bells rang on BBC1 I tried to commit suicide. Only knows that I have serious problems, I mean even my mom and dad don't know cos I can't talk to them about it, I don't want them watching me 24/7.......also I can't go live with no relative.....cos at least half of my family are all arguing with each other and I've been thrown into the conflict for no reason so I got sum members talking to me and sum not....and wot split us...money....cos half of them are rich and a bunch of snobs and half of them are middle-class or lower-class (as they would say) so that where it happen.
I don't wanna leave skool/change skool becos that is the only place I am happy (most of the time) and if I left skool it would only leave me with more time on my hands to sttart thinkin about my next suicide attempt. 2 times already have failed and my parents don't even know that I tried it twice only this one friend that I can trust (or well I fink I can ie we have fallen out in the past).
Life just don't seem the worth living and there seems to be no point and no...eh light at the end of the tunnel for me....also I fink it is basically my life in general that is fucked me up. Got nothing going for me and no love life (that the fuckin bitch fate) and I mean I'm like probably suicidal at leat 75% of the time I am in my house.
Peace ~1~
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