Certainty trap of unknowns

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

Too many unknown for me to deal with
dying inside but outside looking fearless
too many unknowns I can't plan my life
because it explodes in my face
everything that I thought was right
I want some certainty so there's hope for the future
but do I have hope and piece of mind, nope
just a fuckin loser
Cause if this is me
right now, right here where I fuckin be
then this ain't shit
and I resent it, wholeheartedly.

But if I can let life just play out
and not try to control the flow of energy
then maybe I can see
that this is just a middle passage that leads
to the me that I want to be
but it's mad fierce because it questions my existence
makes me feel like this life I don't want to live it
but let the unknowns remain cause ain't shit decided
this life is a journey I just got to ride it
even though it feels like all I'm doing is colliding into it
if I can just wait and see what good comes my way
instead of stressing I'm missing blessing that pass me every day

[IslamInevitable]

nice... you should put it on "no hay nada mas" on mod def album