I DON'T FIT IN: SOMEONE ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS

[infinite59]

I'm 19 years old, and I need some answers.

Question #1:  Why do I hate women?

Back in the day, it was fun hanging out with girls.  They weren't afraid to show if they were interested, they were real comfortable and cool.  Now everybodies got their gaurd up.  Everybody's got they're fake personality, they're fake persona.  It's all about fitting some kind of image or something.  My friends are in college.  They act like they're trying to be like the college movies they saw growing up.

Question #2:  Why is everyone else so much different from me?

Here's an example.  One of my friends was talking about Bin Laden being a terrorist.  I said that George Washington and Thomas Jefferson were both terrorists, they terrorized the Indians.  Everybody fuckin laughs at me and tells me how much of an idiot I am.  But what I'm saying makes perfect fucking sense.  I don't understand this.
 

[bLaDe]

YO homie, i dun know if i can answer yer questions or not but heres my reply...

Thesedays everybody wants to be 'cool' 'fit in' be special.  Everyone thinks of image,  n wht to do, to wear etc to look kool so that society can accept you.  Nobody is themselves anymore, everybody wants to be a diffrent person.  U cant say wht u feel anymore, u have to think b4 u do anything...everyone has their own style.....

Yes, in a way washinton n all r terrorists ... ppl know it, nobody wants to beilve it, or even care.  IZ like ppl r narrow minded, they have a 'fixed' thinkin, they dont giv a fuc bout anythin other then wht they believe in....Osama is an example
Sum ppl do, but they dont say shit, cause they hav a fear of being dissed....neglected...n called 'un cool' or sumthin .... so they move along wid it. U could call it imature....but whos gonna agree wid you??

Society n shit has fucked ppls brains, i have da same problems, "y is everyone diff" ? i say the fuckin rite thing n they act so bitchy, n all i do is stand there n wonder "when will they understand the r makin a fool of themselves?"
ALL DA TIME.....i feel as if no body understands me...y cant anybody think rite, think straight n act themselves....
why ?...because they r scared. they r brought up thiis way, society has fucked up...if u try to be different/ureself then ure going down, they wont let u stand man they'll keep knockin u down ...
Ure not alone man ...
Lifes a bitch...

u just have to learn to liv wid it, be yo self, or be a fake... the realer u get...the harder it gets...

PPl mite not agree wid me, i dont care, i'm expressin my self, my thoguhts n feelings...

 -{bLaDe}

[Don Seer]

ironically... i had to move this post from the main forum to here...  it didnt fit in.

[bLaDe]

ironically... i had to move this post from the main forum to here...  it didnt fit in.

ROTFLMAO!

 -{bLaDe}

[Joachim]

Society is very fucked, especially when people believe everything they're told just because they cant be bothered to find out the truth, like government propaganda, some peeps just dont see the bigger picture, even though they know its there. That just annoys me...

[infinite59]

u just have to learn to liv wid it, be yo self, or be a fake... the realer u get...the harder it gets...


 -{bLaDe}

Muthafuckin Word!!! Peace.. Much Props and Respect...

It's a constant decision for me.  Be fake and have my life be easier, or be real and have life be hard.  Yo, I remember a few years ago it finally got to the point where I was like, "Fuck It", I'm just going to be completely fake, it doesn't fuckin matter.   And then I went home and saw Kurupt's "Questions" video with Dre, and I decided I'd rather be real, I couldn't deny the realness, honesty, and power in the music I love......  You know but it's hard man, I mean I know too much truth and knowledge of self now to ever go and try to be fake, but you know, back then I was only 16, I was still ignorant enough then to forget everything real and honest I'd ever heard and just be fake, and I'm wondering whether I made the wrong choice.  Eventually I'll know whether I made the right desicion, in the back of my mind I keep thinking that me being real, is going to pay off......

[HBKid_Jr]

I was hopin in college peeps would stay tru to themselves but i guess not,  in highschool no1 stays tru to themselves an they do what is ths "in" thing to do,  thats why i dont fit in,  cuz i do what I like an stay tru to myself i dont wanna conform to what society wants me to

[ROCCY]

I dont know if i can answer your Questions but Yah..I hate when your right and people dont belive u or anything they call u names like idiots stupid and fag but like 2 years after they come up to you and say oh my bad you wher right...Like i told them like 3 weeks ago that in the magazine it says that iraq is the one who spreaded out anthrax and everyones like umm noo... it was 'iran' and im like what the fuck..and then yesterday they apolagized for not belivin me..

[lee]

ur a bit strange infinate .. i think u sit around thinking bout stuff too much ... emmm ...

[Amaru_Lumumba]

Happy them all who didn't have to go to college in order to make money!
Happy them Tupacs,happy them dres,happy them eminems...happy them all




Fuck the people

[lee]

i thought u didn't like eminem ,,,  

[Amaru_Lumumba]

as i said before i don't hate him...in fact i got a couple of his cd's
in sa he went approx 80 plantinum  taking bootlegs into account!

to me a human being is just a human being whether green,black,white or red!




fuck the people

[lee]

er... yeah ....

[Amaru_Lumumba]

its 1:00 am now where i live ...i'm feeling drowsy now and i'm going to sleep now!





fuck the people

[HBKid_Jr]

this topic is perfect for amaru