It's May 04, 2024, 01:18:38 AM
I know I'm supposed to say it was great and give everybody dawah about how great it was to prove Islam is righteous....and relatively speaking it was.But still, I was like the only nicca there really droppin knowledge is the way I see it. Like the only nicca really getting profound with it or going deep and trying to touch people in a cerebrel/spiritual like way. Didn't nobody else that was invited get up and say even one thing that really affected me.So because of that I felt like I gave so much to it and didn't get anything in return for my efforts. I know I'm supposed to say I did it for the sake of Allah and Allah will reward me and all this PC Muslim talk....but again, bottom line was I put a lot of effort into coming out there and really dropping some ish, num sayin... And being 30 fucking sucks because you get to a point where ain't nothing new under the sun unless you are traveling. The only way I see and hear new ish is if I'm traveling. So ain't nothin I can do around my way that ain't played out.So fuck it, I know this ain't PC Muslim talk so that's why I'm posting it on a message forum at 3:00AM in the morning, fuck it, say what you want, but I got to express myself first and foremost
What were you hoping to see?
This and your other post sounds more like a rant 2 me.But What did bother you on the convention, the fact that you heard nothing new, or what.It is for converts.. so maybe you should level up?
And being 30 fucking sucks because you get to a point where ain't nothing new under the sun unless you are traveling. The only way I see and hear new ish is if I'm traveling. So ain't nothin I can do around my way that ain't played out.
Here is a nice quote from the Tao Te Ching for you:"Without stirring abroadOne can know the whole world;Without looking out the windowOne can see the way of heaven.The further one goesThe less one knows.Therefore the sage knows without having to stir,Identifies without having to see,Accomplishes without having to act". Perhaps it will give you some inspiration to see things differently and change your mind.