It's May 13, 2024, 01:13:41 AM
That was actually quite a good read Matty. There is def some truth in that and i can def relate to it(whilst not entirely, quite alot). Without going into one of my infamous sky scraping posts/rants(yes i drink less now), Believe it or not, I was once like you guys, VERY against any pedo type shit(i still am as far as actual child abuse) and i turned down underaged girls when i was a teen and in my 20's who wanted me, I had no computer or mobile phone for ages, and had no interest in them. I had friends trying to talk me into getting a computer for YEARS before i finally got one and i used to go to my dads house to surf the internet because i never had it. Thinking back to my life i think there is shit from my younger days that happened and that i experienced that did contribute to the path i took, Older friends, parties, drugs, alcohol, my sister and her friends (lol), weirdo friends, anime, hentai, getting the internet, etc I went from being shy to being confident to being a binge drinking idiot to being an otaku like anime obsessed, porn surfing, on line gaming drink alone at home, etc. Not really sure how it all started but i do remember becoming more attracted to anime girls than real girls and playing games more than going out trying to get laid(when i did go out i just got blind drunk anyways), i used to be racist and disliked Asians so funny i now have a Asian fetish, I liked tentacle rape in hentai, which lead to live action tentacle porn, rape turned me on but never wanted to really do that shit lol, i guess all the anime n shit may have lead to the young girls and school girls which at first was only anime but then drifted into real(but NOT real kiddy porn), um fucked if i know where or when or how or why but yeah i remember seeing animal porn with girls with horses, then dogs, and so it happens, you fap to some fucked up shit and feel ashamed but your addicted. I mean i used to like normal porn, blow job porn, girl on girl porn but that became boring. I experienced picking up girls or being hooked up and one time i was fingering a 19 year old when i was 26 and she was like "fuck me!" and gave me head but i couldn't get it up, happened another time i was getting a blow job on one birthday(ugly bitch though) and stayed soft. Now this was prolly alcohol but i think maybe my porn fetishes could have something to do with it also? Ive even used a credit card at fetish sites where you can buy individual clips or or have one custom made! lol I remember just kissing a girl you'd get hard a s rock but i guess that's just being young and prolly wasn't always so drunk and my mind wasn't all fucked uplol... Uh oh its a mini sky scrapper! I just watched "abbies ultimate dance competition" or what ever and gowd dam, i really shouldn't watch that shit.... Ive experienced fucked up dreams like what were mentioned in that article also. Hmmm....
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