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Damn... what the fuck was I thinking!!!!! Wish I would of never came back... now I'm on the phone hustling trying to get my job back in Indonesia!!!!
Quote from: Resident of 1996 on February 03, 2015, 04:37:11 PMDamn... what the fuck was I thinking!!!!! Wish I would of never came back... now I'm on the phone hustling trying to get my job back in Indonesia!!!!BUT WHAT ABOUT THE INFRASTRUCTURE???
DAMN
Quote from: Sccit on February 06, 2015, 02:46:50 PMDAMNConventional wisdom would say they would not take me back after leaving... but as you know my personality first hand, you know I've been through this type of thing before... and told myself "damn I fucked up but they won't forgive"....but you would be surprisedI gave it a shot and I was lucky they are givin me a second chance, I'm nearly 4 months deep now, I just have to make it 8 more months and I can put it on my resume and move on tosomethin better.... but leaving like I did it was back to bein a nomad, and looking like a failure to everyone back home as usual, and the asswipin business again and I just wasn't up to the task again
Ohhhh this story thoughhhh.Since you got time to drop everything in your life from time to time, you should consider writing fictional novels for kids.Giving joy and happiness to other kids since you couldn't give that to your own son and let that imagination of yours make you some money.
Quote from: Chamillitary Click on January 31, 2015, 03:55:15 PMOhhhh this story thoughhhh.Since you got time to drop everything in your life from time to time, you should consider writing fictional novels for kids.Giving joy and happiness to other kids since you couldn't give that to your own son and let that imagination of yours make you some money. i like how he randomly picks Indonesia instead of Africa this year
So I finished my degree and finally got to live the dream of working a job where I got to use my brain instead of wiping assholes at the nursing home. I finally got to live the dream of moving out of the Shaytan's headquarters, the belly of the Beast, Babylon, America... and move to a Muslim country where I would be accepted and fit in.So here I am in Asia, in the most populated Muslim country in the world. Where I look forward to going to work everyday. I packed up all my stuff and whatever I couldn't fit inside three bags I threw in my 99 Toyota Camri and left it at the curb of my big brothers house in Kansas City....now my life is more miserable than ever. We were on Christmas break and I spent 10 of the 14 days hiding out in my room soaking up the air-conditioning and staring at my computer screen. The other 4 days I spent trying to "See the country"' and in both instances I went out on these grand trips and left early because I was so miserable I couldn't take it anymore. One instance I went out with the Muslims to link with the spiritual aspect of life here and it was so miserable I left after 3 days of what was supposed to be a 2-week experience... In the other instance I did the opposite and went to go chill, vacation type shit, party... you know like when you are sad and so desperate you just start throwing money down a giant sinkhole... that was me. It wasn't my style, it wasn't fun, it wasn't good vibes, it wasn't cool, there were no good sounds, no good music, sorry to be stereotypical but, in fact, this country doesn't even have one black person, how are you going to have good music in a country with no black people... in fact there was a fuccing faggot boy in drag following me around on a motorbike part of the night God knows what...and when I would point and curse him loudly he just smiled and continued to cruise by every-time I'd turn my head, he was like a jinn or a devil God had sent to curse me!!And it's not like I am making any money here. I'm making just enough to survive. I was doing it to build my resume, as I am new to the career....The microcosm of my whole trip was when I woke up for an early morning to go to work, and walked out the front door to find my motorbike had been stolen. I didn't even want a fuccing motorbike as the roads are dangerous as fucc here, and I feel I'm risking my life everyday I take a step in these streets... so with my motorbike stolen I refused to get a taxi, in protest against the injustice, against God, against whatever, and I ended up falling through a whole in the sidewalk and swimming around in the sewer underneath!! That's how bad the roads are here that you can't even go for a walk on the side of the road without enormous crater sized wholes all over the place where it is dangerous and you are likely to fall in!! FUCC THIS PLACE!!! I miss my son, I miss Kansas City. I was going to have my son come stay the summer here with me but it is not safe, and my house is not even bearable here, the water has never worked properly and when it is pumping the water pump makes a noise so loud you can't sleep. The roads are dangerous to drive on and even worse walking. There is little recreation here as far as parks, because the city is so overpopulated it's like everyone is literally living on top of each other with mosquitoes and rats surrounding. You walk down an alley way and step on a rat. Even the rats have no room to rest.America is a great country.
The blood gang embraces Tupac as a member even if YOU dont.
homeless, yet back in America. This is the Part 4 of the "Starting Over From Zero" series that is my life... Parts 1 and 2 were documented in threads here at the forum.Part 1 released in 2003: Leaving California: subtitle: Sabotaged by Siavash aka DirtDoggPart 2 released in 2007: Spiritual Breakdown in the United Arab EmiratesPart 3 released in 2013: Broke, in debt, and homeless after spending all my money in Africa...and now I present to you Part 4 Titled: SouthEast Asia Fail: Return from life and work in the 3rd world: Subtitle: wiping my ass with the degree that has me $18,000 dollars in debt.
hell if I'm going to be broke and be debt, id go to france eating foie gras, steak tartare, fresh raw oysters and high class french whores.
Quote from: LooN3y on February 08, 2015, 11:11:30 PMhell if I'm going to be broke and be debt, id go to france eating foie gras, steak tartare, fresh raw oysters and high class french whores.That shows your level of morality and spirituality compared to Brian.You come across as egotistical with low self esteem.Paying for women is a low.