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Few poems Im messin with tryin to make it through the night

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Ebony Zebedee:
Produce something positive
Something motivational
Make a vocation outta affirmations
Stead of bein so emotional
People wanna be encouraged
We’re influenced by art
If you cant make it fucking fake it
Adopt a role and play the part
Compliment yourself
You are worthy of love
You did put down the needle
You did get off the drugs
Its possible to succeed even though it seems too tough
Try to correct your bad behaviour
Give thanks to Gods above
Learn something new
Everyday
Develop a broader view
There’s bigger issues in the world than what you’re going through
Count all your good fortune
Share with those in need
Advocate against adversity, corruption, violence, greed
Remeniss about the good times
Think good thoughts everyday
There is no difference between a thought and real event to your brain
Provoke people to react in ways that solve this world of ills
Be selfish for a second and do something healthy for the thrill
Take note of your diet
Take note of vices and desires
Be committed to a betterment
Stop holding on to all the lies
Put the past behind you
Be greatful for the day
Accept the present situation
Then let it float away
Meditate
Move around more stead of sitting still in pain
Challenge the confusion
Dont pay mind to the nasty things they say
Change your mindset
Renew your outlook by looking out beyond
Look toward a new horizon and see how far you’ve come
Be mindful of your elders, peers and family
Not everyone’s against you even though thats how it seems
Value yourself
Be humble
But take pride in all you do
Remember kid
You’re unique
There’s never gonna be another you

Ebony Zebedee:
Save yaself
Forgive me lord
For nobody forgives me at all
Ive chosen to put the past behind
Just focus on my bogus rhymes
Expressing fear
Utter remorse
They’ve made it clear
I’ll stay the course
But the test is crooked
Means to an end
There are no enemies or friends
Just empty days
Lonely knights
Joan of Arc tried to fight
Am I to compare myself unto a man
Keep changing lanes
Stay where I am
Reverse the role
Forced to play
Keep wishin for a safer day
Triggered all so easily
Ive got the proof
I heard him speak
Easy with the spite and charm
Enough to know I could be harmed
Is there any way out
Im lost
I paid the price
They upped the cost
Extortion is an avenue
So what the fuck am I to do
Just keep on keepin on each day
Try to steer clear of the grave
Be sensible
Try be wise
Try to recognize the damned disguise
Appreciate
Count my lucky stars
Before I lose
Gain fresher scars
Heal the hurt
As best I can
Regardless of the other man
Existing just to see the morn
Born of night
With stars adorned
Admonishing those who’ve come before
Will I survive unscathed
Im so unsure?

Ebony Zebedee:
I need a distraction from these deamons in my mind
I told him I could hear em
He just stood and smiled
I broke it off
He didn’t care
Said “Second chance”
I didn’t dare
I didn’t know
I still don’t want
Ive got enough
Don’t wanna front
They tell me Im just crazy man
The fact is I know it’s a sham
Always wondering when or why
Im no angel
Ive committed crimes
Ive also been a victim
Still
I feel like prey
Prepare the kill
Intricacies are irrelevant
Details provoke
Chose celibate
Fear motivates my silent hate
Distasteful waste of time and space
Focus on your good fortune
There’s plenty more
Its not just you
Whatever helps you
Try to cope
And no this is not just a joke
But they laugh at it
They thrive on sin
Holier than thou
Dear skin
Leathered heiffers
Swines so sour
Mink furs
Reversed
The blessed cow
Ready for raw
Spelt back to front
Ass over tit
She wants to jump
Into the deep abyss of tears
Where you’ll live out all your wildest fears (This is stupid but I just gotta make it through the night)

Ebony Zebedee:
Mista sinister callin me sista
Dr Evil eatin people
Wicked wizards
Devilish dons
Pimps of pain
Murderous moms
Where’s the exit?
All the way up there?
Snakes and ladders.
Life is not fair.
Its a simple fact.
Acceptable?
Pay to play.
Reject them all.
How does is feel?
Like yesterday.
Thats pretty much all I got to say.
There’s 20 million slaves in the world.
Im not the only lonely girl.
Are these feelings real?
They’ve said enough.
I reacted.
But Im not that tough.
Is this the darkest web of all?
Is this what you deem ‘beck and call’???? Is reality only what you know?
Are vicious rumors all the go?
Do you want for anything?
I need.
But Im pretty sure I wont recieve.
Cruel commitments.
Poisonous psalms.
Worried bout money.
Illegal Arms.
Antagonizing ammo.
Selfish schemes.
I told ya Ebony
In ya dreams

Ebony Zebedee:
I know Im just a sucka
They want me to bow down
Run n hide
Do or die
Worst reputation in the town
I know Im just a nobody
Don’t want no one payin mind
Cos Im just a sucka
With my nairy lil behind
Got a cheek talkin shit
Shut the fuck up sucka bitch
What?
Ya think ya tough ay?
Eat shit n die u snitch
I know
Im just a sucka
Fell for em more than once
Got my self caught up
And cant hide from all the taunts
I know Im just a sucka
Don’t wanna be a big
Too many people get chewed up and spat out like a pig
Corruption Rules Everything
Everythang’s Corrupt
Its all about the money boo
So sit down and shut up
Just sit there and look pretty
Or what
Too ugly cunt?
Surely theres someone desperate enough to wanna fuck ya
Ya scummy chump
Come on bitch
We the baddest
That’s why we fuck with trash
Cos one mans garbage can be a pot of gold to someone desperate chasin cash
I know Im just a sucka
This the shit they wanna hear
They don’t want your dumbass respect ya mole
They want your fucking fear
So just admit it
You’re a sucka
You got no rights to feel free
Cos they thrive on depriving others
It turns em on you see
In ya dreams bitch
Just a sucka
But ya got it pretty good
Some bitches have the memories
Whereas you don’t
But still you could
We could catch up
Pay attention
Jump ya
Front at anytime
So accept the facts ya sucka
Ya nothin but a dime

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