It's November 01, 2026, 07:06:04 PM
i meant it's the same in the sense that you guys were both going through something
Forum is fucced now man... we were down to three reliable posters:YouMeHighEyeCueNow scratch HighEyeCue off cause he's taking prosaac or whatever other meds his psychiatrist got him on and now he's suddenly ranting on some Greek Orthodox religious thing when 99% of the forum didn't even know there was a branch of Christianity known as Greek Orthodox. After that there is about a dozen guys that contribute well but unreliable.Now the forum is fucced. I might as well just WhatsApp you because why am I posting here just to talk to one fuccin person now
the dub is eternal, october was the best month of the year statistically i'm more concerned for his life than anything right now .. let's see if he can even be reached
Well I think it's touching how you care about him and how you cared about me when I went AWOL, but me I just take it differently than you.I just take things the same way. I don't think of it like oh he's a person and I care for his well-being I just don't think of it that way as bad as it is to say.I am just at such a poverty of friendship that it's pretty much miracle anytime anybody actually says or does something that is worthwhile in my life anymore.So it's like, unexpected, it's like "oh cool, the forum is active and HighEyeCue is puttin it down proper". The it's like, "ahh fucc the dude became a complete moron". And it's like back to the status quo.I know it's maybe an odd way and not a nice way of looking at life and people but that's how it is. It's just like, "oh, I thought the guy was cool but turns out he's just another moron".
I could say the same thing about Siavash...I don't sit around thinking, "oh gee I hope and pray for Siavash well being and everything is okay with him." Instead I just think, "ahh man remember when Siavash used to be dope and be the homie."Now Siavash is of course a different case because he's still homies with you regular in real life so I'm sort of homies with him still thru you, but you get my point. I sort of have a status quo of — "well everyone is a moron and does and says nothing worthwhile" and then somebody pops up every now and then and I'm like.. "ahh dope, this person is comin wit it !!" And then not long after they usually end up being another worthless moron like the status quo.I'll give you another example, my own biological dad. I find out about him and he's responding in with me and then it's like, "oh cool my dad and he's replying and kind of an interesting guy and I'm finding out about my biology" then sooner or later he stops responding and it's like back to the status quo like nothingness and that's the end of itI don't sit around and think, "oh gee I just hope my daddy is okay and pray for his well being"U feel me? U get my point or it makes no sense